This week was tiring. I lost my composure at the Basic Training Workout and really couldn't keep myself emotionally together. I am struggling with guilt and torn between being 100 percent committed to my family and working out. It seems like I cannot find the balance that I always speak about. I learned that it is much harder to stay on track without the support of my family. They keep me on track, and that helps me immensely.
The Extreme Workout with the Pussycat Dolls was fun, and I realized how much fun it is to dance again. Stacy and Shay brought it, and they stole the show. Bryan's sense of humor is hilarious.
I got some pretty lingerie, and we visited a Chinese herbalist to teach us about libido enhancing teas.
Mandy, I think you are doing really great!!! Keep up the good work. Stay positive and think positive, you can do this. I would gladly trade places with Nikki but I live way way at the other end of the US on the east coast lol.
Mandy, I think you are amazing! You are truly beautiful from the inside as well as out. You have become my favorite on this show. While so many are complaining, making excuses and being sarcastic, you seem to be doing whatever is asked of you and, although it seems painful, you never seem to quit. The way you and your family welcomed Nicki into your home warmed my heart. Your boys are adorable! Children learn by example and what a GREAT example you are!!! You have inspired me, not only to loose weight (which I really need to do) but to be a better person.