This week was tiring. I lost my composure at the Basic Training Workout and really couldn't keep myself emotionally together. I am struggling with guilt and torn between being 100 percent committed to my family and working out. It seems like I cannot find the balance that I always speak about. I learned that it is much harder to stay on track without the support of my family. They keep me on track, and that helps me immensely.
The Extreme Workout with the Pussycat Dolls was fun, and I realized how much fun it is to dance again. Stacy and Shay brought it, and they stole the show. Bryan's sense of humor is hilarious.
I got some pretty lingerie, and we visited a Chinese herbalist to teach us about libido enhancing teas.