Excited that Miguel is in town. He has been soooooo incredibly amazing. Making me healthy dinner and being super loving :) It is nice to have him home this week.
Therapy was very rough today. Have no idea what possessed me to share what happened to me as a child. It was like I couldn't stop myself. It was very difficult to share that with strangers, but hopefully it will help me in my struggles with weight. Everyone seemed very supportive and for that I am thankful...but still have no idea what overcame me to talk about it.
I was happy to get to have my detox dinner with Kim. It was great to get to know a little bit more about her and connect one on one. She is a very sweet woman. It was interesting to see her view on several issues. I was a bit apprehensive about her religious beliefs (being gay and all), but she happens to be one of the "non" judgmental Christians who loves people they way they are. Thank God! Otherwise I would have had to slip Visine into her meal...
Today Kim and I were tethered together and had to work as a team in the second Epic workout challenge. We also had to wear hideous weight vests, which sucked. It was VERY hard to have to hike up the trails and do all sorts of exercises. Thank GOD she and I worked well together and came in first. We were rewarded with dinner at Jackie's house with her personal chef. Sadly, Kim's hand was swollen the size of Jackie's ball sack so she was not able to reap her reward...instead Craig showed up and she and Jackie had a strange love affair all through dinner...Slightly uncomfortable, but oh well :) Silly gays.
Still hate working out!! This is very taxing. Unless you do this as a profession, how do people find the time and energy to fit in a regular workday as well as working out...I don't get it. This sucks!!
Another 7 lbs off! HOORAY! Still can't quite feel that the weight has come off, but the scale says otherwise...so for that I am thankful. Still incredibly difficult. How the hell did I get so fat? NEVER again! This is soooooo frustrating. It's driving me bananas!