This has been a very intense week for me. I’m usually not a crier, but apparently this has been my week to turn on the water works. I think it’s because I am doing things that I never thought were possible with my body, and Craig told me that it can sometimes have an emotional effect and crying would definitely be a byproduct of that. I am usually very level headed, but the pressure I’m putting on myself to shed this weight has pushed me to the edge.
On top of everything we had dinner at Mandy’s house, and when Joe confronts Shay and myself it suddenly turns from confrontation to full on “let’s gang up on Stacy." I can’t focus on their negativity and assumptions about my person, I just have to kick some major booty this week and take some names. It just sucks that all that they are seeing is what I am unable to do; I can’t show them what I am capable of because I am too busy just trying to breathe.