Scheana: This Is Not a Normal Group of Women

Scheana is sorry she's not sorry for her gangbang comment and she can afford to pay for her own drinks, thanks Kristen.

Cabo is something we had all been talking about for months! Not only was it Stassi's birthday that weekend, but it was also Shay's. Months ago, we thought a trip would be fun for all of us -- but then things started to change. With what happened at not only my birthday but also Peter's, I wasn't so sure I was looking forward to this trip anymore. However, flights and rooms were booked already and I did think Peter was right. Maybe a trip would help alleviate all of the tension at work.

Anyway, I wasn't about to let Kristen or Katie take this trip from me. I thought if I could avoid them at some cost, I could still enjoy this trip with Shay, the guys, and Stassi. After the other night at SUR I wanted nothing to do with Kristen or Katie -- so I made the decision if they were going to do the "girls" on one side and the "guys" on the other I was with the guys. No drama there -- unless Jax is present.

As soon as we got there I could tell this was going to be a "girls on one side" kind of trip, and I'm sorry but they are not a NORMAL group of women. I have several girlfriends I get along with just fine. These girls drink too much, are slightly crazy, and unstable at times. Why would anyone want to spend a vacation with them? I went for Stassi, and for Shay and I to have some alone time. Anything else that involved the others, count me out.

I don't think being trapped in a car with Kristen, Kristina, and Katie for an hour sounds appealing to anyone in their right mind. I doubt they wanted me in their car anyway. Actions speak louder than words and if you are going to make me feel excluded the second we get to the first bar, I don't want to be a "girls girl". Sorry not sorry.

When we first got in the van, Schwartz made a comment to me that I thought was funny. He was like "Oh s--- you get in this van you're getting gangbanged." I thought it was funny! Clearly it was a joke!!! So I said I'd rather that than being trapped in a car with Kristen, Kristina, and Katie. It was a joke!!!

I wasn't shocked to see that Jax ratted because when he's not in the middle of the drama he puts himself there. He took it a little far by bringing Shay into it though, because we all knew it was a joke. Shay thought it was funny and so did everyone else.

By the time we showed up at the club I knew something was up, but I didn't know what exactly. I hadn't really hung with the girls since we arrived because I was enjoying my time with Shay -- so I didn't understand what they could be mad at me for. When Kristen was holding a cheap bottle of tequila hostage from me I tried to keep a straight face on. I mean what a joke! I wanted to laugh in her face it was so pathetic. I don't need to drink the alcohol you supposedly bought Kristen. I have my own money and I can afford my own drinks.

Once she brought up the "gangbang" comment I was like "Ohhhhhhh that's what everyone is mad at me for," a joke that Schwartz and I made in the van. Get over it!!! Like I said, you're going to exclude me, I'm going to be a bitch to you. In my moment of irritation, anger, and cleverness, I thought to tell the busser to clear everything off their table so when they returned from smoking a million cigarettes everything was gone. I have no interest to hang out with people who treat me the way they do, so I left. I wanted to enjoy time with my boyfriend. Stassi wanted me to come on the trip and I wanted to get away. She didn't "let" me come. I chose to come with an invitation.

Watching Katie and Schwartz's fight I can't say I'm surprised. Schwartz sticks up for what's right and I love that about him. He doesn't just take his girlfriend's side simply because she's his girlfriend. Shay does the same thing if I'm wrong, and I appreciate that. We are not the same person. If I'm wrong, call me out. Katie's drinking gets out of control and Schwartz has to deal with it. I feel bad. I don't think he was out of line at all.

The next day when we went on the boat ride I kept hearing whispers of what happened after we left the club. Every time I tried to ask one of the guys they were like "uhhhhh you have to ask Schwartz but something went up Katie's nose" I had no idea it was as bad as it was or I never would have brought it up at dinner. It was just the first time I had seen Schwartz since I heard this and I wanted to clear the air and try to enjoy dinner because I had a feeling if they got in a fight it probably had something to do with me. I had no idea it would get that out of control at dinner to the point where Katie would get up and leave. But this has been a trending factor at all birthdays this summer -- my birthday, Peter's birthday, and now Stassi's. Someone please keep the tequila away from her at the next birthday party!

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Ariana: Tom and I Have Reached Our Boiling Points

Ariana is more convinced than ever that the Miami affair didn't happen.

Right off the bat, I want to get something out of the way: I’m not the smartest person I've ever met in my life (I’ve also never technically "met" myself, so that choice of words is hilarious.). I didn't mean that seriously; I let my frustrations get to me, and I lashed out. There are much better and more clear ways to express my point of view without sounding like a total ---hole. Smooth move, Ferguson.

That being said, when you live your life amid second and third-hand rumors and lies, it's hard to have an objective point of view. Watching conversations that I wasn't present for gives me a much clearer perspective…it’s an out-of-body experience.

Let's be clear: Jax didn't "crack," "reveal," or "admit" anything. He never made a choice between being loyal and being honest, because he has never been either of those things (and I doubt even knows the definition of those words). I was so frustrated that people were interested in the “story” and the gossip and were so desperate for it to be true that they weren't paying attention to the fact that NONE of it made any sense!

Every single time that someone attempts to perpetuate this story about Tom, their story changes, without fail. Each person involved has their own reasons for doing so. While neither Tom nor I have anything to actually worry about, both of us reached our boiling points due to the relentlessness with which this has been brought up. We’ve always told the truth, but because it’s not interesting, people jumped at the chance to buy into the bullsh--. I mean, there are people who still believe that our relationship started as an affair. I don’t have to go on a ridiculous crusade to "clear my name" and then act as though I've been a martyr to truth. But if that’s what helps someone sleep better at night? Hopefully a good night's rest will help them be a better human.

I've been told that I'm pretending to be someone I'm not, that I'm fake, because I'm not interested in petty drama, or because Tom and I don't feel the need to hide our happiness. I've been told I'm shady and mean, because I'm not nice 100% of the time, but when I am, I get called a doormat. Guess what? I’m a three-dimensional human being, like the rest of the world. I’ve got issues: I’m not forthright with my feelings, I have crippling anxiety, cellulite, and my hair always refuses to part where I want. But while I may not be nice 25/8, I try not to be rude to anyone who doesn't deserve it.

2014 was the best year of my life in so many ways, exacerbated by the fact that my 2013 was full of tragedy, struggle, and pain. Tom has always been a good friend to me, and I feel so incredibly grateful for the life we have together. I am so proud of him and proud to be his partner and teammate. Tom always has my back, and I will always have his.
The bottom line is that some people will love you, some people will hate you, but most people don't care either way. I'm doing the very best I can, and that's all I can do. Gossip, rumors, and a flair for the dramatic rank very low on my list of priorities. I'm so thankful for the people who have always been there for me. It's such a great feeling to know that there are wonderful and kind people in this world. I'm truly lucky to know so many.

True love is real. Onward and upward. Live long and prosper. In case I don't see you: good afternoon, good evening, and good night.



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