Yes, I am very aware I was with a married man at one point in my life. But what people tend to forget is I didn't cheat on anyone and I never would! He was the one who was married. He was the one who cheated and lied to me and said he was single. I'm so sick of everyone calling me a homewrecker for having an "affair" with a married man. I didn't wreck his home. He did! And I never cheated on anyone! I love Shay with my whole heart and I could never betray him!
I cannot wait to walk down the aisle and become Mrs. Scheana Shay. Just the sound of my new name brings a smile to my face. Wedding planning is going amazingly. I'm having so much fun, I just want it to be July already. But then again I don't because the wedding would be over! I've always wanted a summer wedding and I've also always wanted my aunt to make my wedding gown. She made my mom’s gown and is an amazing designer/seamstress. As fun as it was to go wedding dress shopping and try stuff on with Ariana, I basically just wanted to get an idea of what I wanted my aunt to make for me. Something fitted on the waist and butt with a ruffle train! I definitely need some stretch in the butt so I can twerk on the dance floor, although, I will not be singing at my wedding. Shay is planning a musical surprise for me, but I definitely won't be!
I was so excited for this engagement party! With everything going on with my teeth all year I hadn't wanted to perform. I didn't want to give up on music just because I was having teeth issues though, so I got my butt in the studio, recorded a new song and thought -- what better way to debut it than at a party where all of my friends and family are? I was a little nervous to be dancing on a bar in case I fell off, but I just didn't move around as much as I normally would and gave the best performance I could. I am completely aware I am not a great singer, but I have fun performing and that's what it's all about. I don't care what people say about me. It takes courage to get up in front of tons of people and sing and dance. I have a blast doing it! I know the girls like my new song. They can pretend like they don't like it, but I know Stassi probably paid her 99 cents and didn't illegally download it.