Hey guys! So first thing I want to address tonight is the OK Magazine party. We had a great time for the majority of the night, but I hate the way I talked to Tom.
I couldn't really hear what was being said, but I should have let Tom stand up for himself. He is intelligent and able to speak for himself, so it was my mistake that I didn't just let him do that. I don't see myself as a negative person, and I hate being a part of conflict. So I hate seeing myself act in ways that go against what I believe and who I am.
I tried to look back and remember where I was coming from at the time, and I think it had to do with the following. Over the years, I have seen numerous people take advantage of Tom's kindness and forgiveness. Some are situations you have seen or heard talked about, and others are not. I have at times taken it upon myself to project my protective big sister nature onto situations like this with friends and family alike, and it is just simply not necessary. For that, I apologize.
I am so glad to get that out of the way because this episode was a laugh riot from start to finish! From Scheana's sarcasm and the joke we played on Tom at the party to Jax and his jelly donuts, I was laughing hysterically watching everything play back. I didn't know Lisa went east of Robertson Blvd, let alone would go to Jax's place in Koreatown! I almost fell over in a giggle fit watching Tom's Jax-punch-fake-out and Jax curl up in a fetal position. There are just too many little quips and flickers of brilliance for me to begin to address them all, so I will simply let you embark on your own Easter egg hunt to find them. Have fun!