Kristen: It's Hard to Talk About Tom

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Hi, I’m Kristen Doute and welcome to my video blog.

Lisa was a lot more pissed off than I think I remember her being. But I think it was really unfair for her to treat James the way she did just because he's dating me.

James really was freaking out. I mean that's his income right now. That pays his bills while he's trying to pursue his producing career. And James was supposed to work that night and he really kinda lost it, like he kinda went a little mental, like "Oh damn, what am I gonna do?"

I really don't get the whole British people like the handwritten letter, but I'm glad that James cared enough about his job and enough about his relationship with Lisa to take it upon himself and write the letter.

I've obviously never personally seen Stassi's apartment, so watching this back, not only did Stassi upgrade to a new model as in her boyfriend, but she's also upgraded her life it looks like.

You know, it's kind of a somber feeling knowing that James was like realizing that maybe I wasn't a million percent done -- even though I would say so.

It felt like -- it's really hard to talk about -- it felt very final. It felt like "OK, this was it." Not so much maybe me you know carrying this stuff out, but seeing her with him in the place that I lived for four years.

I'm Kristen Doute and thank you for watching my video blog.