About weighing our body fat. It's mortifying. It doesn't matter if you weigh 100 pounds or 200 pounds, it's hard. I try not to weigh myself. It was a little scary getting in that dunk tank. As for my bikini, I was trying to keep the clothing to a minimum so it wouldn't effect my weight. I thought Erika looked smokin' hot, by the way. Yeah, I was nervous about that, but you get through it.
It's interesting to me, no matter what size you are feel good and own it. Walk with pride. Certainly, if you want to lose weight and you want to tone up, do it. But whatever you look like at this moment in time you should be proud of. Because you are the best version of yourself.