Trusting the Panelists

Trusting the Panelists

Aryn comes up big this week, and looks forward to the future.

This week has been full of challenge after challenge for me. Last week I was called a 'Wallflower' and 'Boring' and it was VERY hard to hear. My goal for this week was to really step it up - performance and personality wise. But, it hasn't been an easy road.

Each week I work harder and harder. In the gym, I work harder on my physique and endurance and soon, I will be able to not only keep up with the other girls, but show them a thing or two.

I trusted [the panelists] with my hair, took their advise about my body and really tried to show them my real personality and a side of myself, I don't think they have seen . When they said I was most improved this week at the judging, I was in tears! I just wish I was able to share this small victory with my loved ones but I have to trust that they are as proud of me as I think they are. I miss you all SO very much! Mom, Dad, Landon and 'Devon and Jode' this is for all of you too! Not a minute goes by that I don't think of you guys and how much you mean to me.

I can't wait for all the things I'll learn this next week and the challenges I'll face along the way. This is not only a journey towards being a better model but a journey towards being a better me. It's not an easy journey but I wouldn't trade a min of it for anything! Even the friendships that are forming in this households are proving to be priceless. I can't wait to see how they develop and grow as the weks go on. I love you pookie bear! Valete!

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