Episode Three

3/20/08 OK -- today is a short cut challenge with updos. I'm going inot this with only positive thoughts. Here are a few: You are brilliant! You can do this! You are creative! So stay focused, Dee. Breathe and let your creativity guide you through. Your preparation will pay. Keep the curls big and loose. Her face is small so keep it high. The challenge is supposed to be detailed so I need to make sure that I build a good foundation. OK -- I did my best. I thought I had that one!!! My upstyle was beautiful! Everyone agreed! But what the f**k? Matt won that one. His "updo" looked like a tacky Christmas tree without the lights! Charlie came in second of course! What the f**k is this? The Charlie Show! I thought that the challenge was supposed to be intricate! His just looked just like a bush of hair on the top of the head. So the Cambell guy had no freaking clue! Whatever -- I need to get over it! Poor Nekisa -- she lost this one. Nicole was second worst. I'm glad I'm at least safe.

3/21/08 OK today was tough! It was the "red carpet" challenge. I started off good! And then the nerves started to set in. My plan was to do this ponytail updo. That usually looks great. I know I could have done better because it wasn't a "wow" factor. I don't know if I'm going to be in bottom three this time. The only others I feel may be in the bottom three are Nicole, Matt, and Daniel. Who knows after yesterday -- anything can go. I don't think I did so horrible. But there was some good work out there, including Gale! She worked it out today. Daniel looks pretty worried, so does Nicole and so does Matt. I have to say that I'm not going home today. Matt just told me he knows he's going home. He misses his wife and he is ready to go! I need to step it up! Well we need to hear out the judges' opinions. More to come!

3/22/08 OK -- I was safe! Wooo!! Anyway I don't just want to be safe. I need to step it up. Of course Charlie won! We need to take the bitch down!