You are an intelligent and a beautiful woman with a wonderful family. I don't know what you have been through your whole life, but the little information I've found out so far tells me you are a strong black woman. All I want to say Cynthia is " Be Yourself and feel the harmony within you". We all have friends but we can not allow are friends to control us and change our personality/character. All I want to say is "Show the world the real you and don't just act someone else in front of the camera. I'll bet everybody would love that so much more., including you Cynthia which is the most important. You reach the longest by being sincere and foremost true to yourself. Open your eyes and take care of your family and friends who stay the closest to you. Love everyone and you will be loved be everyone. Remember that the energy you put out is the same you will get in return.
I love you sistah all the way from Stockholm-Sweden
It's worldwide baby!!! :)
The Spiritual Guider/Jantee