This entire season was frustrating for me, and I believe you all saw my feelings erupt that last night in California. I often wonder if I should have just got up and left the room, but the reality is that would have accomplished nothing. Bottom line is that this confrontation needed to happen. I said what I said, and I meant it, but I’m disappointed that I allowed myself to be brought to such a negative level.

I’ve said it many times -- being on a reality show gives you the unique opportunity of looking at yourself from the outside looking in. There’s so much you can learn, both positive and negative. It’s been a year since we were in Napa, and I’ve managed to put the season behind me. Life has been drama and nonsense free, and I like it this way. Lesson learned…

See you next week!

xoxo,

C.