Cast Blog: #RHOC

Heather: I Did Owe Shannon an Apology

Tamra: Lizzie's Obsessed With Me

Shannon Settles the Score

Lizzie: Tamra Doesn't Fight Fair

Heather: Why Hate?

RHOC Reunion GIFs: The Gloves Come Off

Lizzie on That Kentucky Fried Nickname

Shannon on Heather's Double Standard

RHOC Reunion GIFs: Psychics, Opinions, and Shade

Heather Weighs in on the Dinner Party

The Difference Between Shannon and Heather

Lizzie Forgives Tamra

Vicki Wants the Best for Tamra

GIF Recap: RHOC Season 9 Finale

Vicki: I'm Tired of Tamra Causing Problems

Recap: 13 GIF-able Life Lessons from Bali

Tamra: Lizzie Is the Worst Kind of Person

Lizzie: Tamra Has it Out for Me

Shannon: There's No Hope Tamra and I

Tamra: Lizzie's Out for Blood

Heather: Can't Friends Disagree

Lizzie: What Tamra's Doing Isn't Right

GIF Recap: Kayaks, Crowns, and Elephants

Shannon Was Shocked Tamra Would Betray Her

Tamra: I Was a Fool to Defend Vicki

Heather: Newsflash It's Not All My Fault

Vicki's Warning to Lizzie

Shannon Isn't Putting Emotions onto Tamra

Lizzie: I Thought Tamra Was My Friend

GIF Recap: Lizzie's Lonely Birthday Dance

Tamra: I'm Going to Be a Tam-ma!

Vicki: This Episode Was Hard to Watch

Shannon: Tamra Is Stirring the Pot

Lizzie: Tamra Is Stirring Up Sh--

GIF Recap: What Does Tamra Remember?

Vicki Is Trying to Stay Neutral

Shannon: Tamra's Lies Are Mind Boggling

GIF Recap: Lizzie's Dinner Party Disaster

Vicki Advises Shannon to Keep Communication Lines Open

Lizzie: "I Take Sun Kitten Swimwear Very Seriously"

Shannon and David Are Healing Their Marriage

Heather: I Did Owe Shannon an Apology

Heather explains why she's impressed with Shannon's guts -- and wonders why Tamra gets a free pass.

Sorry I've been MIA! I had an epidural to relieve the pain from my sciatica (I get one every year or so ...), and this time had a little complication. They poked a hole, and I ended up spilling spinal fluid into the epidural space for five days. Anyone that's ever had this will know it's a headache of epic proportions. Finally, I went back in, and they fixed it with a blood patch the day before we shot the Reunion! Ugh! I felt like I had been hit by a bus! I kept thinking, "Why couldn't I get Botox and filler before the Reunion like a normal Housewife?!?"

Anyway, glad to have it behind me. . .and the Reunion behind me for that matter. I think you will all agree it's a great end to a great season!

Since this has been a long season and so much was covered at the Reunion last week, I'm going to make just a few comments about tonight's episode. . .

Dinner party at Lizzie's part 2: If Shannon was looking for an apology from me, why at a dinner party? Why start the party with "do the Dubrows want to take us down"? Why not talk to me privately before the party? I ran into Shannon at the hairdresser a couple of hours before the party and we made polite conversation. I was sort of hoping we could have a nice time at Lizzie's party, put some distance between our troubles and THEN talk.

Having said that, I did owe her an apology. But that doesn't mean EVERYTHING is my fault. It seems every time Shannon has a reason to be mad at Tamra, she gets a pass and it gets deflected to me. I did realize that I haven't been able to let it go with Shannon, because I felt at this time that she was hurting my friendship with Tamra.

When Shannon stormed out of Lizzie's party she was obviously upset. I didn't go outside to see what was going on because clearly I was part of the problem and didn't want to make it worse.

I asked if we should call an ambulance because as the other women came back in the house they were talking about Shannon as if she was having a mental breakdown. After watching the footage, this clearly wasn't the case.

I thought it was gutsy of Shannon to come back in the house and say goodbye. Not many people would have done that.

Anyway, next week there are many laughs (thank goodness) and a bit if a twist in relationships. Hope you enjoy it!

Until then. . .

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