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Rethinking In L.A.

Jenni Pulos longs for the clarity of an 11-year-old.

By Jenni Pulos-Nassos

While Erin rethinks the pink, I have to rethink EVERYTHING.

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I feel that my North South East West has been put in a blender and someone pressed shred.

Putting the fragments back together, I have received so much support and encouragement.

I could not be more suprised and grateful.

 I want the clarity of an 11-year-old!

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