Bravotv.com: How were you feeling going into your first reunion?
Asifa Mirza: I was feeling very anxious and a little jittery. So much happened all season long and there was a tremendous amount of pent up anger on so many different ends. It was like a volcano waiting to erupt. I can confidently say it was an intense feeling for all, kind of like being on the Titanic right after hitting the iceberg. Who would feel comfortable walking onto a sinking boat?
Bravotv.com: Were you surprised MJ called you toxic?
AM: No, not at all. All season long I gave her the benefit of the doubt, notwithstanding the fact that I was warned by many (including close friends of hers) of her dubious, equivocal, deceitful, and dishonest ways. MJ is able to strategically manipulate others into believing she is an honest, altruistic person with your best interest at heart. I was most certainly fooled. She is the master of saying sweet nothings to your face and then bashing you behind you back, most times for unwarranted reasons.
I completely understand why others were upset with me during my relationship quarrels. I should not have put my friends through that. With that said, MJ was the only joker playing both sides, feeding into our issues by playing both me and Bobby. She is the first person to say we are toxic and also the first and only person willingly feeding me and Bobby her unwelcomed, damaging advice. Her negative comments contributed to us being in the wrong mindset. I think due to her deep rooted issues she enjoys damaging others and their relationships. She herself has many problems when it comes to men and her romantic relationships (they seem to always fail). I would only be interested in helping her rather than hurting her. I would never run to her boyfriends and intentionally destroy her relationships. There were multiple instances where I tried to see the good in her (when she would feed me sweet compliments to my face and we had what I thought were deep conversations) and then I would be told by Golnesa and Asa that MJ berates me behind my back. Boy was I fooled!
Amongst all this darkness I believe all humans including MJ have some light in their souls. Maybe one day she will discover it and be a happier person and release herself from her internal prison.
Bravotv.com: What went through your mind when GG accused Mike of sleeping with her sister?
AM: No comment... GG and I go way back, and its better for me to not be involved in the GG and Mike hoopla. Mike is a big boy and can handle it on his own.