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Episode Four

Nekisa Addis shares why this week threw her off.

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Our Elimination Challenge today was to cut and/or color our clients' hair & blow-dry them. The final judgment is based on how well they dry their own hair. I told her exactly what to do and she did it! Dee won yesterday, so today she chose everyone's models for them. She chose me first and gave me a beautiful model! When Natalie sat in my chair, though, she informed me that she has super curly hair! I was shocked! I colored, highlighted and styled her hair.

Up until now I've been able to predict who will win or lose, but this time I am praying that I win! My time here has been so much fun and I want to make it all the way through! I want to make my boo proud of me. I know he is already. I hope he is safe and happy. I love him so much and he's my entire heart! Oh my God! I can't believe it!

I was in the bottom three with Charlie & Meredith, two of the people who I thought for sure would be here longer than me. Charlie had immunity, so he didn't get kicked off, but then it was down to Meredith & me. Jaclyn criticized us both, then said, "Nekisa, you are safe." SHE NEVER SAYS THAT!! They always just say the name of the person that's leaving. So today really threw me off. But I am extremely relieved to be here.

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