Tamra Barney Reacts to Eddie's Stripper Incident

"I will forever have that memory...and I hate it," she shares.

Sep 4, 2013, 10:55 AM ET

The premiere episode of Tamra's OC Wedding featured a shocking scene: Tamra Barney's finacé Eddie Judge and his pals hosting a stripper for one of his last hurrahs.

On the episode, Tamra looked peeved when she walked in to discover her beau groping the gal. "It's one thing to watch strippers but you do not touch them," she seethed. She then flipped out at her man—"Why do you have a boner?"—before storming out of the room.

Eddie Gets Caught with a Stripper

So how does Tamra feel about the incident in retrospect? On her Bravotv.com blog, she reveals she had "no problem with Eddie at a strip club, after all they had cameras following them. Eddie has always told me that strip clubs are not his thing.

That's not to say it wasn't a painful moment to revisit. "I do not care to rehash it. I will forever have that memory in my mind and I hate it," Tamra writes.

Tamra adds that her whole blow-up "got out of hand" but has gained perspective since. "Nothing like that will ever happen again. I love Eddie more than I have ever loved a man in my life."

Also in her blog recap: Tamra clears the air on that $6000 pair of shoes and what Eddie thought about Tamra's "ear humping" incident.

Watch the second part of Tamra's OC Wedding on Monday at 8/7c and tell us in the comments: how would you react if you were Tamra?