The Big Guns

I want to thank you guys for your continuing support, love and for understanding my family's circumstances. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger...I'm a living testament. My family has been truly blessed. I'm finally starting to appreciate life and what it has to offer. By the way, I like this house better as well...thank you guys!

Lets start with Lisa...I am all for love but watching their scenes just seemed so very staged.

I hope that things work out between Kandi, her family and AJ. I'm sure not having her mom's approval of the man she's engaged to must be really hard on her. I like Kandi's family a lot, Aunt Bertha really cracked me up when she started to name Kandi's uncles and aunts. LOL It reminded me a lot of my family because we have a lot of nicknames in my family as well.

Going to the gun range with Tania was kinda scary at first. I had never held a gun before nor had I ever desired to hold one up until now. After talking with Tania, I realized that yes, we have alarm systems but we still need that extra protection. There's nothing I want more than to be able to protect my kids, my pride and joy. Shooting the gun for the first time was scary as you know what!! Hence me screaming!!! Once I got a little more comfortable with holding the gun and the breathing techniques, it felt good, I was no longer afraid, it gave me a rush and I felt powerful all at the same time. I really enjoyed the gun range; it was a good experience for me. It is something that I will continue to do, to further educate myself, which I strongly suggest to anyone considering purchasing a gun for protection. I'm glad Tania was there with me. (Pretty much to hold my hand, LOL.) How funny that Tania and I both ended up in heels at the gun range, I guess fashionable minds think alike! I was going for the Charlie's Angels look, thought it would be funny.

Funny how Nene likes to throw jabs even after us meeting up. "Blame it on the alcohol?" I've known Nene for a while. We were never that close for me to share any type of secret or sensitive info with her because I already knew how she couldn't hold water. So keep fishing, darling.

The Kim-tervention was something I'm not proud of....she sooo wasn't worth it! I knew going in that Kim wouldn't admit to any of the lies she was telling either to me, Nene or Lisa, but did it really matter? Kim had been calling each of us separately and telling a ton of lies on the other. What really mattered to me were the lies she began to tell about me (most of which were not shown), her screaming lies at me in the restaurant and her jumping up yelling and pointing her finger in my face. Enough was enough! At this point it had nothing to do with Nene, Gregg or anyone else. It was the random lies she began to say about me, trying to defame my character. One of the lies she told Nene and that was shown was that I was writing bad checks to Neimans. Kim claimed her shoe guy at Neiman Marcus told her that I had been bouncing checks there! Are you kidding me! If I bounced a check at Neimans, do you think they would continue to take my checks??? That's one of the few places I frequent here. Obviously, she has a problem and knows that I know - why did I even bother.

Til next time... "I do my best at being me."

XOXO, Sheree'

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P.S. The sun glasses that some of you inquired about are by YSL.