That Loving Feeling
Cynthia's thankful to have such wonderful friends and family in her life.
Things that made me giggle, cringe, or just left me confused. Oh, and best quotes.
1. "You got to be skilled to touch this face." Sheree cracks me up.
2. "This baby is ready to climb out of my vagina." OUCH!
3. "The darker the berry, the sweeter the juice." Well, I couldn't agree more.
4. "Eat s--- and die." How do you really feel?
5. Kandi yawning ... Hmmmmm.
6. "Is this dress beautiful, or am I making this dress look beautiful?" Did I really say that?
7. Low self esteem is the one issue we don't have. Obviously.
8. Oops! Is wearing last season's Chanel a bad thing? Awww man.
9. Didn't know about the 50 cent piece. Noelle still ended up with a innie not an outie.
10. "Ooze sex! Just don't get any on the mic."
I hate suprises! I really do. Too much of a control freak I guess. I had no idea that Peter was going to propose that night. I had talked to Malorie and NeNe 100 times that day, and they never gave it away. I didn't know either of them could be so sneaky. Peter and I had talked about getting engaged many times, and I always said that I wanted that moment to be intimate. Just the two of us. Well, so much for that! I was truly overwhelmed that Mal and NeNe took the time to make the house all romantic for us. I mean they moved furniture and everything! NeNe just never ceases to amaze me. She is a good friend, and I can count on her when I least expect it. I hope to prove myself a worthy friend to her as well. Even though I didn't jump on Peter like a spider monkey, I was very happy that night. I was very touched by it all and felt grateful to have good friends and family that love me. Thanks Mal and NeNe and Peter, I love you guys!
My mother. My amazing mother. Where do I start? When I signed on to join "The Real Housewives of Atlanta," my mother had no idea that she would be involved in the show. She is a very private person and is not comfortable discussing her personal life with her kids, let alone with the world. The cameras made her very nervous, and she did not want to shoot with me. The only reason that you guys got to meet my Mom on the show is because of her love and dedication to her children. She is not interested in being famous, and I had to beg her to come with me and Mal to the bridal shop. I felt that for you guys to truly understand me, and my issues with marriage, you all needed to meet my Momma. I love her so much for opening up, and supporting me, and loving me. We have been through a lot together, and I will say this with absolutely no hesitation: My mother has been the only person on this earth that has been there for me my whole life. There is nothing that we wouldn't do for one another. She is my rock, my peace, and my light. I love you, Barbara Jean Morris. You have done well as a mother to me, and I will spend my life making sure I do you proud and never let you down. Thank you! Thank you! I love you.
I am running for a plane to Miami today for a three day modeling shoot, and I am trying to get Noelle set up before I go. Congrats to Noelle for making honor roll! So proud of you, baby. I am always a little stressed when I have to leave Noelle for more than three days, but I have to work and stay focused on my modeling career. Ugh! I just love her so much. Anyway, I wrote this blog super fast to make sure it got posted on time. Again, thanks for all the love and support. Your comments are welcome and mean so much to me. I am not perfect, but I am learning from my mistakes. So please be patient with me. I love you all!
Kisses!
Cynthia Bailey & Miss Cindi B
