Backstabbing, Bentleys, and Bizarre Behavior

How did you all enjoy the past two episodes? 

Let me just get right to Episode 10. Yes, Tracy was there. If I knew then what I know now, she wouldn't have been. At the time I never thought I would come to see her as a liar, and a fame obsessed coat tail rider. But one thing I've realized about backstabbers -- they're only powerful when your back is turned. That chapter of my life is done with! I'm happy with EVERYTHING I have now, but sometimes you have to go through bad times to finally reach the good. MOVING ON.

Kandi was talking about me in the studio again. Nothing new, once again...MOVING ON.

I went to go see my vocal coach Jan Smith for some vocal lessons and guidance on my vocals overall. It had been a while since I had seen her, and I was very nervous. She was tough on me initially. In the end she helped me A LOT even in the three minutes of footage you saw. She works wonders, and I'm grateful to have had the chance to work with her. Without her, I wouldn't be where I am right now vocally.

At the race I FOR SURE was not racing my Bentley. Are you serious? If all the other ladies want to, then go head... I'll ride with! 

Sheree thought it was necessary to ask Tracy about our relationship. It doesn't make sense to me! There are one million other things they could have talked about, but since my life is SO fascinating to all the other ladies then whatever. I adore Sheree, and I will be forever grateful that she introduced me to Kroy, but that kind of pushed my buttons. To be honest Kandi and Sheree did know about Tracy, however Cynthia who seemed so fascinated with the situation felt the need to try and discuss our relationship. I don't even know Cynthia, I had met her maybe three times at that point. Cynthia even feels the need to this very day to comment on Tracy and me in the press, despite the fact that I am pregnant and happily committed to Kroy. I wish she would focus on her own life.

Episode 11 left me with a lot to say! 

 Kandi is going on a promo tour for her new album, "Kandi Koated," and she asked me to be the opening act. So in order to prepare I needed to put together a really good performance. I went to Mitchell. The choreographer I usually use, Victor, was out of town, and he recommended Mitchell to me. So I had him put together a routine for "Ring Didn't Mean a Thing."

I have been dancing for a really long time, but when I get on stage, I forget all about that! I'm in a zone and Kim does what Kim wants. I just let the music take control and interact with the crowd. Thanks, Mitchell, but I GOT THIS! 

Cynthia gave NeNe a friendship contract while she was at my house? I would appreciate if she didn't do crazy things at my house. I don't want her crazy to rub off into the atmosphere of my home. Thank you. Considering Cynthia has only known NeNe for two months at that time, I found her behavior very odd. 

Phaedra, I was NEVER a stripper. I WAS a nurse. But maybe if you were more concerned with your own job, man, and baby, what I have or haven't done wouldn't make a difference to you. I'm not going to begin to express my feelings about your calling me a ho! SEE YOU AT THE REUNION FAKE-DRA! 

I find it absolutely flattering that these woman have nothing to do but say things behind my back. I DIDN'T say Fake-dra's baby is an alien. I said, "She must be having an alien or a damn school bus if she's going to have it at seven months and it's full term!" AND WHY THE HELL IS DWIGHT PLAYING MESSENGER? Buddy, worry about your salon that's going under and that nose! NOT KIM! I don't see Dwight other then a few run ins here and there. THANK GOODNESS! And Dwight, My bills are paid. THANK YOU!

Next week gets even better...

Until then,

XOXO

KIM