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Cynthia: It Was Just Too Dark, Toxic, and Negative Spiritually
Cynthia Bailey reacts to the Phaedra Parks reveal and dishes on how she recuperated after the reunion.
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Bravotv.com: What did you think when Porsha started crying?
Cynthia Bailey: At first I was confused. Then I just assumed that she finally felt bad for spreading all the lies and rumors. I had no idea that she was about to expose Phaedra.
Bravotv.com: What was going through your mind when Kandi walked off?
CB: My heart went out to Kandi. She had been battling the lies that Phaedra and Porsha said about her all season. It's really disgusting and sad to see grown women make up blatant, disgusting rumors about each other with absolutely no remorse, receipts, or confirmation of truth. I honestly believe that if the vicious lies don't stop amongst our circle, it will be our downfall. There should be limits morally and legally as to how far you are willing to go to try to hurt someone and their family. I was grateful to not have been affiliated with this garbage in any way. Thank God the truth finally came out, and Kandi was vindicated.
Bravotv.com: What did you do after the reunion?
CB: After the reunion I went home, took a long hot shower, ate a big piece of my birthday cake, prayed, and went to bed. It had been a very long day. All the energy from the lies, screaming, inappropriate sex talk, name calling, and cursing was just too dark, toxic, and negative spiritually for me. I was exhausted and just wanted to wash the day off and focus on something positive.
Thank you Andy, True Entertainment, and Bravo for my beautiful birthday cake. It was delicious. I love you guys and look forward to sharing my next chapter with you. Always grateful and humbled.
Love, 50Cynt