A heart shaped lock drawn in pink and purple lines

Bravo Insider Exclusive

To read this article, you must have a Bravo subscription.

Bonding Time

Kyle shares her hopes for Taylor, what she and her sister learned on the trip, and Portia's favorite pasttime.

By Kyle Richards

This week's episode was quite a dramatic one. After talking to Taylor in the jacuzzi we all went in to get ready for dinner. Although Taylor and I had an emotional conversation in the jacuzzi, I wasn't prepared for what came next. Taylor clearly has a lot going on in her life that she is finding to be overwhelming. My heart goes out to Taylor.

How to Watch

Watch The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills on Bravo Tuesdays at 8/7c and next day on Peacock. Catch up on the Bravo App.

Taylor is the one I knew the least when we started this show. She started to open up to me little by little. I think you can see by our conversation that I may not have known everything about their relationship. Of course, now, I know a lot more.

I felt sad hearing the things Taylor shared with Kim while laying on our bed. It seems Taylor keeps a lot inside. I just want her to feel safe enough with all of us to be open about what is really going on in her life -- that way we can all be there for her and support her.

I laughed at me coming out in my towel and seeing them on the bed together. I was thinking "Am I seeing things?" It makes me happy to see my sister "bonding" with the other girls. I know, in spite of everything, she enjoyed herself that weekend. Kim and I actually ended up having fun sleeping in the same room. Just like when we were little. Laughing and talking. . . including her talking in her sleep.

If it seemed like I didn't want to be at the dinner table it's because I was emotionally drained. When Lisa and I were "communicating with our eyes" our concern over Taylor, you can see that we both felt exhausted.

Leave it to Kim to lighten the moment with her magic napkin! I Hey, whatever works

I was excited to see Lisa at Sur because I know that whatever project she does will be fabulous. Can't wait!

Seeing Portia help me clean up poop with the pooper scooper was a nice break from the drama. I always laugh that she begs to clean it up, but I can't seem to get anyone else to do it!

I look forward to hearing your comments. Follow me on Twitter @KyleRichards18 so I can answer your questions.

Want the latest Bravo updates? Text us for breaking news and more!