“I want to start from the beginning.”
Ahhhhh #Exhale. I feel like this is a new beginning for me. FINALLY someone understands my thoughts, my actions. I told you Lisa Vanderpump was a smart woman. I knew she would see that I was just reacting to what I was being told. And who better to understand than someone who was put in the same position by the same person just last season! #DejaVu
It was very important that I had that lunch with Vanderpump. She told me straight up that I shouldn’t mess with her friend Kyle, and I respected that and her so much! I didn’t have a chance to tell anyone about what Lisa Rinna had told me. Well maybe it was that I didn’t want to make the situation worse for Rinna, because I didn’t want to be gossiping about my “friend.” But when I saw what Rinna was doing to me, you know, pretending like she didn’t tell me that “Kim is near death,” not defending me in any situation with Kyle and Kim, and acting like I was obsessed with Kim’s sobriety, I had to speak the #TRUTH. Vanderpump needed to know that I wasn’t the one trying to insert myself into someone’s business that wasn’t mine. Lisa Rinna was trying to use me as a way to keep this conversation relevant. #CAUGHT
I did what any sober woman would do after hearing someone I knew was on the path to destruction… I started to talk about it and try to help! My intentions have always been good! #CantSpeakForEveryone
Okay, so I didn’t go to Mexico… But if I did, I am SO Erika Jayne. #BURRITO #IWANTABURRITO
Seriously, how funny is she? Keep putting it out to the universe girl, and you’ll get that damn burrito!
The trip looked beautiful, but I think it was good I wasn’t there. It was the perfect time for Kyle to hear from a close friend (Vanderpump) that she may be reading into the “Kim” situation the wrong way. When I heard her say that she understood now where I was coming from that is all I wanted! #Understood
She didn’t blame me for saying anything I had said to her or Kim now, because she knew where I was coming from when I said it. The girls aren’t totally sold on my intentions yet I don’t think, and that’s okay. But knowing that Kyle doesn’t think I’m lying? That’s enough for me right now. #IDontLie
I think the preview for the rest of the season says it all… Sh--'s about to go down! #Bitch
Note To Self: “Grieving is a process. I am a soul having a human experience.” Thanks, Eileen, for sharing Kelly with us… I loved this message.