Stephanie Hollman: I Knew What LeeAnne Had Done Was Wrong
Stephanie feels "stuck in the middle of an argument between two friends" and regrets not supporting Brandi.
I have never been so happy to be home from a trip!
I think we have all been in that uncomfortable position before, where you’re stuck in the middle of an argument between two friends, and you don't know what to do. You feel like you're going to end up being the real loser because you can’t make both people happy. What is a girl to do?
Brandi is right. We were all being a bunch of fake bitches—me especially. In my heart, I knew that what LeeAnne had done was wrong, but I didn’t want to state my opinion, because I didn’t want to feel attacked or pulled in the middle. By doing that I was not supporting Brandi, and I was not being an honest friend to LeeAnne! I know that I don't have anything to prove to either of these ladies because I have been a damn good friend to both, but for some reason, I feel like I do. I want Brandi to feel supported, because I know how much these allegations have hurt her over the past few months, and I should have been more vocal about LeeAnne calling Brandi an alcoholic. So for me to sit there and not say anything wasn’t right. I feel like I let both of you ladies down and for that, I am truly sorry!
LeeAnne, I genuinely appreciate your comfort at the moment! I truly believe that you have made great changes in your life and the way you handled that conversation at the dinner table is proof. The one thing you still need to work on are the low blows, and you know that! It is an easy place to go, but it is the worst place to go. I am so proud of how far we have come in our relationship, and I promise no one else's feelings are going to change that!
Brandi, I am sorry and I know you’re pissed! I was doing what was easiest for myself at that moment, and that was wrong. You know you’re the only girl I would run down a cobblestone road in 6-inch Louboutins for! That is true love right there!
That trip was such a whirlwind, even my flowers needed some vodka!
I wanted to catch up with Brandi once we got back home, because I still felt weird about how everything went down. On top of our fabulous dinner on the last night in Copenhagen, now LeeAnne is claiming that she cloned Brandi’s phone? What in the world is going on? I don't even know how to get things down from my iCloud so if she is able to clone phones, maybe she can help me with that? But seriously girl, we just had a conservation about not reverting to these low blows! DON'T GO LOW!
I wasn’t able to make it to LeeAnne’s fashion show because we were celebrating Travis’ birthday, but I am so incredibly proud of her for pursuing this dream. I wanted to let her know that I was thinking of her. It is not easy to step out and start a business on your own, so to watch her vision come to life is truly amazing! I cannot wait to get my hands on one of these dresses!
Tune in next week for our season finale as we send Travis off to Harvard in the best way I know how- a frat party!
