Are you enjoying this trip as much as I am? I think we could have stayed home, and it would have been just as much of a sh-- show.
I would like to start out by saying how proud I am of Kameron and D’Andra for working out their issues on their own. Most of the issues in this group are a matter of just clearing the air, so watching those two stay behind in the hotel bar to talk things out (and not hog the elevators again) really warmed my heart.
Brandi was feeling much better the next morning, so we decided to resurrect from our hole to twerk on Cary as a nice little morning surprise. Don't let her reaction fool you, she loved it! She got her payback when she made Brandi and me separate for the day’s adventures by putting me on a boat with D’Andra and LeeAnne. This bitch is going down. I’m referring to Cary AND our boat! Thank goodness we had life jackets, because I was not too sure we were all going to make it safely back to shore!
I don't like to get in the middle of other people’s drama, but with this one, I literally sat myself in the middle of LeeAnne and D’Andra to figure this out. I was actually excited to have the two of them alone and act as their referee, because I know they still have so much love for one another, and I hate seeing them go through this. If I can act as the calming force that brings them together, then by all means I will do it! I really do hope that they can rebuild the friendship that they once had. I am rooting for you girls!
The Baltic Sea…I still have no words. Watching Mark and Cary drop their robes and get BUTT ASS NAKED is an image that is permanently engraved in my head. I don't know if I will ever be able to look at Mark the same. Actually, I take that back, I will NOT ever be able to look at Mark the same. Taking out my weave was about as naked as I was going to get for this plunge. I guess that’s one way to get to know your family better!
Aside from the fact that I was scarred for life, all seemed to be going well until the video that LeeAnne recorded got brought up on the bus. I understand Brandi wanting to make sure the video was deleted, because I would have done the same. I am still not sure why LeeAnne even took the video. She said she recorded it for us to remember the moment...but we are filming a reality show—we don't need another camera. That is also a moment that I do NOT want to remember! There is a difference when the video is in the hands of an individual versus when you know it has to be censored for TV. We couldn’t have peace within this group for 24 hours? Jesus take the wheel!