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Now We Rest

Sonja takes a breath, but not before clearing up the drama, "snitches," and why she would never skip dinner.

By Sonja Morgan

I cannot believe this is it? Maybe we can rest now? I hope everyone enjoyed it!

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Wow Jill, you are holding the grudge longer and deeper than Bethenny? I didn't watch the show before, but my heart was broken when I saw a clip of you and Bethenny. It seemed a lot deeper. I think this thing with you and Ramona is different. It does have a life of its own, but I feel you are still friends. I feel Ramona still cares about you deeply.

I'm glad I got to tell Jill she wasn't who I was referring to as a "snitch." I would never want her to think that. I don't think she ever snitched on me, so I'm glad it came up. I have had people make up stuff in the press, and I know who they are. That only takes a few dollars to find out and sometimes just a call. I am fighting so many battles right now, it is such a mistake for the girls on the show to think I think I consider this kind of bickering a battle.

Congratulations to Ramona on selling 60,000 bottles of pinot grigio! If Jill is seriously outing Ramona for a problem then Ramona can out Jill. It's not for Jill to say Ramona has a drinking problem. That's a major statement. People who don't drink do tend to be critical. They don't know what they are talking about and should not go there.

Ramona wanted to bring her wine and promote it at Cindy party in Quogue, and Cindy asked her to not bring it. Then she didn't have it? When a guest arrives to a party they want a drink the minute they walk in. Whatever it is. Ramona's wine is pinot grigio. It's a table wine, very light and very drinkable. Kelly saying Betheny doesn't drink her her own margaritas? Where does she get this info?

I don't think it is nice to put down Ramona for using the wrong word while complimenting her stepdaughter for overcoming her facial birthmark. She meant well. It takes a lot of nerve to step up and compliment someone on such a sensitive subject in the first place, and I like to support those people who mean well. I don't think Ramona should be ridiculed for her faux pas.

Or how she pronounces "Veneto"! All that matters is that she is selling an affordable wine that is easy to drink, tastes great, and goes with every dish. No one needs to know more than that! Ramona never pretends to be the expert!

As far as LuAnn's video: At first, I was concerned about how my scene in a towel opening the door for the hotel boy was described, but then that was cleared up by the producer. But I was so tied up with business, my legal battles, my housekeeping in NYC, and, most importantly, my daughter didn't want me to leave her during the week -- and I didn't want to leave either. These are the best years of her life, and I am loving them.

When Alex went downstairs in Morocco, Ramona had reached a limit. She was broken. She was so picked on! The acoustics in that house with the stone and the echos really made it more dramatic.

None of us knew about dinner time. I would never miss dinner!

I like LuAnn's hair shorter. Like Jacques. Don't you?

I have an only child. Sometimes siblings do not get along, so there is no guarantee that having another baby is good for the first one.

Alex is very nice and civil. She is not an aggressive type. I am not sure why the girls find her so bad that they have to attack her. The times she voiced anger was in defense of another. Am I missing something?

Seems like some people are not happy with their lives. Live each day as if you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for watching. I know sometimes it is entertaining and other times it can be downright nerve-wracking.

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