Sonja Morgan: I'm Not a Door Mat
Sonja expresses her frustration with Ramona and her feelings about Tom and Luann.
I love dancing with Ramona and our alone time. It's when she’s around the others she gets...exclusionary with me. Trying to smoossshh with everyone else. She takes me for granted like I’m old shoe and I'll always be there.
I'm not a door mat.
I’m scared to rock the boat with Luann's feelings. Ramona calling Lu and texting Tom while they are on a romantic Colorado vacation goes against my grain, especially with the news exploiting the fact he has a thing for hanging with our group of girls. Obviously.
HA! That was the first really expensive coat Ramona bought, and I was there!
OMG I'm so embarrassed at my reaction to Luann's happiness at her engagement party. My first reactions were territorial, and I was shocked it was the same Tom as in "my Tom." My really good friend. Now, I’m just worried about her. Again, I want her to be happy, she comes first and it's making me nervous for her.
Tom also made me mad with recent things he had said to me and the press minimalizing our relationship and therefore my feelings. Anyhooooo LuLu's never looked better so I better keep my emotions to myself. It's embarrassing for me, looks like I'm jealous, and I want her happy as long as it lasts. Marriage or no marriage, I just want Lu happy, not hurt and disappointed.
