Those few days were very difficult for me, and reliving it while watching this episode was equally as difficult. What I want to tell you is that I'm flawed, I'm aggressive, I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm broken, but I'm a work in progress. I have many good qualities, but just as many bad ones. What I pride myself on is that I'm willing to admit when I'm wrong, seek guidance, and try better in the future. I'm going to keep it real with you guys. I won't chalk it up to editing or alcohol. It happened, I'm not proud of it, but the journey that it took me on made me a better person.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to “get away” with anything. I own up to my mistakes and this was a big one, but at the end of the day, I'm gay too.