Those few days were very difficult for me, and reliving it while watching this episode was equally as difficult. What I want to tell you is that I'm flawed, I'm aggressive, I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm broken, but I'm a work in progress. I have many good qualities, but just as many bad ones. What I pride myself on is that I'm willing to admit when I'm wrong, seek guidance, and try better in the future. I'm going to keep it real with you guys. I won't chalk it up to editing or alcohol. It happened, I'm not proud of it, but the journey that it took me on made me a better person.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to “get away” with anything. I own up to my mistakes and this was a big one, but at the end of the day, I'm gay too. Hopefully you'll tune in next week to see how this whole experience plays out.
P.S. Check out my Instagram @TheRealRezaFarahan and find the pic with MJ. We took it a few days ago as a spoof to Lilly's selfie segment.