Kim Kardashian spilled a lot of tea about her surrogate, who is currently carrying the Keeping Up with the Kardashians star's third child with Kanye West. In the most recent episode of the E! series, the reality TV star dished about what it's been like for her to watch someone else carry her child.
"The fact that this is just what we can do these days, I'm like really thankful. Like I'm seriously so grateful for her and that someone is just so, like, selfless and kind to do this. And I definitely want to keep it private. I don't want people to find my surrogate. Like I don't want them to harass her. Like she doesn't know how to handle stuff like that; this isn't her world," she said, via E! News, also sharing:
"It is frustrating, like, to not be able to do it on your own. It is a weird dynamic. Like I go to all the doctor's appointments and I try to be really present, but when you're not carrying it yourself, it is such a fine balance of how much you're going to be in their lives. Of course I want to know every last detail that's going on with my baby and that's super frustrating, but I really trust my surrogate and I don't want to be that person that's trying to control her every move. It's going to be a long hard process but I'm going to take it one day at a time and hopefully it just gets easier."
Kim also shared why the whole experience has been "weird" for her. “It’s kind of weird when it’s not you, so I don’t know whether I should start eating donuts and celebrate like I would like old times or just go to the gym,” Kim told her sister, Kourtney Kardashian, according to PEOPLE. “I’m totally gonna forget and then a month before I’m gonna be like holly s---, we need to get a nursery.”
Kim and Kanye will welcome a daughter in early 2018. In addition to all the chatter about her baby, there was also an off-hand moment regarding Kim's now former assistant, Stephanie Shepherd. According to Us Weekly, there was a moment that Kim confessed to once having not-so-friendly feelings for her telling sister Kourtney that “I hated Steph” at one point during their history with each other.