Hi! This week's episode was very hard for me to watch again, because it was an extremely difficult and painful time for me. Things were extremely tense leading up to the Oscars and Taylor and I were not getting along. I went to work everyday with a pit in my stomach, unsure of what I would be walking into and not knowing what I had done wrong on that day. I managed to keep my chin up and went through the days doing the best that I could, but on the day of the Oscars a lot went down and I could no longer hide the stress and upset that had been building for weeks.