Week after week you express your support and again I say thank you so much. It's great to hear from all of you.
I'm at a lost for words at how upset Kim made me in the restaurant. It was a very nice restaurant and I apologize to all that had to witness that madness. I thought that we could be classy adults and just clear up some rumors we had been hearing from Kim about each other. Well, go figure!!! What was I thinking? Well of course, the habitual liar that is Kim, she would deny everything. We ALL knew this going in though. Prior to our meeting with Kim, NeNe mentioned to me on several occasions that Kim had been telling her negative things about me. Kim's behavior really didn't bother me, because Kim was never that important to me and she was never privy to my private affairs. Plus I knew how much of a liar she was and how badly she spoke of EVERYONE! It wasn't until she stood over me yelling, putting her fingers in my face while screaming like crazy, that I really began to feel that she was waaayyy out of line.
During the sit-down, Kim admitted that she and her ex-publicist (of course Kim said it was him, but she knew of it) were responsible for most of the negative things that came out about us (her cast mates) via the Internet. For Kim to go to such great lengths to try to bring me down while all the while smiling in my face was crazy!!! Kim is one of the worst types of people out there; she's a liar, a cheat, and a sneak!!! She then had the audacity to make the comment about striking her kids down. Who says that about their kids? That's a bona-fide psycho right there. Saying what she did about her kids while trying to convince others of her lies only made her appear like more of a lunatic than I ever thought she was! BTW, this is the first I'm hearing of Kim cutting herself or losing her bracelet. I would love to know how me "shifting" her wig cut her arm or made her bracelet fall off. Kim, please! Come again!? While we were outside the restaurant yelling, Kim stood on the other side of NeNe. She held her arm out and pushed her hand above my chest as if to keep me from coming closer and that's when it happened! Don't touch me, boo.
My house warming party was wonderful. I had a lovely time formally welcoming my friends into my new home. It was refreshing to finally host in a place where I felt at peace. It meant so much to me to have my friends there, because they are my true friends whom I can always fall back on and vice versa.
I thought everything was going well until I tried to introduce NeNe and Lisa to my girlfriend Tania. What happened? Everyone has mixed feelings on this one! I personally feel that they attacked her and she retaliated. You never know what someone is going through or what's sensitive to someone. Perhaps her being thin could be something she battles with, who knows? To me it's no different then saying something out of line to a person battling with weight loss. That's territory you don't cross with strangers. I feel jokingly or not, until you know someone or really know what may be sensitive to them, maybe you should just say "hi" and not throw jabs.
Lisa's embarking on a new business venture - a fashion line. It's a tough business and it takes a lot of hard work and dedication, which I have learned. I wish Lisa and her designer success. There is definitely room for all of us.
I like to remain positive, give people a fair chance and I don't prejudge them or feel the need to mention the negative things I have heard about them. Prime example, KIM! Well, Atlanta is very small and Kandi and my circle are not that far apart - in fact we know a lot of the same people.
While I have heard many very bad things about her, I didn't feel the need to mention that when I knew I would be seeing her at Dwight's party. I chose to genuinely give her a fresh start. So the statement she made in her interview about me really threw me back. If you're really planning to make your own assessment of someone no matter what rumors or truths have been told, then why in the same sentence bother to be negative? Other than that, I think Kandi is pretty cool so far.
Dwight, Dwight, Dwight! Enough said.
Til next time!
"I do my best at being me."