NeNe Leakes

NeNe talks about her heartbreaking blowout with Gregg. 

on Nov 29, 20100

 

Sheree and Lawrence talking about me and Gregg ... it just goes to show you that there are really people in the world that want to see you fail. That whole scene with them was just phoney to me! I didn't buy it!

Gregg and I have held it together for years, but my breaking point has come. I'm one hell of a woman, and I am nobody's fool. When the person you love and trust betrays you, it has got to be one of the worst feelings. Having that moment with Gregg was so much bigger than you saw. I was really hurting! I felt Gregg was an emotionless wall that was cold with no remorse. The pain in my stomach was unreal, and my heart was heavy! I had been accused of cheating and doing Gregg wrong in the press and on blogs everywhere. I wanted to spit it all out and say some horrible things, but I wanted to handle this situation like a lady as best I could. I was hearing things like Gregg was this good guy that had done all this great stuff for me. Yes, Gregg is a good guy, but that doesn't mean Gregg is a good husband. All I can say is, I'm tired! Only I know what I've been through! My happiness and independence means everything to me, and I want to follow my heart, but I'm scared! I'm taking baby steps, but I hope I've been brave enough for all the women that couldn't! I hope I was able to show my children what a strong woman looks like and stands for! I will only accept loyalty and trust! My happiness is everything to me!

Keep me in your prayers, and thank you for all the love and support during this really trying time for me! 

Love, 

NeNe

 

159 comments
Tya
Tya

I am so proud of you NeNe how you handle them haters. You keep doing you.

cwhandi
cwhandi

Ne Ne

When you don't forgive others, you give them power over you life.

sharnette houston
sharnette houston

good day Mrs. Leek's i just wanted to say that you are the only one out of the whole cast that keeps it real. The rest of them pretend to be something their not keep your head up and as the song says I Fly Above you keep flying above all of your hatters.

KINA
KINA

EVERYONE ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT NENE BUT NO ONE KNOWS WHAT REALLY GO ON BEHIND THE SCENE I THINK NENE IS VERY OUT SPOKEN BUT IS A GREAT PERSON IF YOU GET TO KNOW HER EVERYONE IS QUICK TO JUDGE NO ONE HAS NOTHING TO ABOUT WHAT THE OTHER LADIES SAY JUST WHAT NENE SAYS HOW FUNNY IS THAT EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN MIND AND CAN SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT NENE IS A GREAT MOTHER AND A WONDERFUL WIFE EVERYONE HAS A BREAKING POINT NENE IS THE BEST ATL HOUSEWIFE TO ME (LOVE YOU NENE) FAR AS THE OTHER ONES MAY GOD BLESS YOU AS WELL!!!!

ali100
ali100

Ne ne i feel so bad for you i wish i could help u out it broke my heart when u was crying in front of greg please let me know if there is anything i can do ot help. Greg is mean and unbewevable ha ha lol

GLORIA ELDERS
GLORIA ELDERS

I still like NeNe,she is just depressed.You fell this way when you are depressed,you think the whole world is against you and you begain to hate every body. I hope you read this and get help. I watch the show from the begin to the end,all I could see was kim had a lot of love and respect for you NeNe she gave you her best. And her personal life is her business. You made Sweetie look retarted.

Vicki Grice
Vicki Grice

NeNe. No one is forming an alliance to attack you. You have become the biggest bully. It is funny that you always think that everyone else is wrong??? How about you. It is apparent that everyone sees it the way I do. Phaedra was able to tell you off in the classiest way. Funny how you didn't yell at her. You can't hold a candle to her. She is highly educated, which apparently you are not, and conducts herself in a very lady like manner. You stopped doing that. All you know how to do is raise your voice at everyone....Even after you choked Kim, which is totally wrong, she was able to forgive you and still remain your friend. Then all you do is attack her. Sweetie is Kim's friend, first and foremost, and her assistant and kind of like a second mother to her children. Funny how you got louder and louder when Kim pointed out the fact that you were always asking Sweetie to "fetch this and fetch that" for you. You didn't want to address that. Another thing, it was totally disrespectful of you to scream and holler and threaten Kim on the reunion show. You know she is pregnant and that simply is not cool. You are only a legend in your own mind....please look in the mirror before you criticize anyone else. A fan that is tired of your b.s.

DEANNA OLIVER
DEANNA OLIVER

I believe in marriages staying together but like you say every woman has a breaking point and when you are fed up you are fed up but i say put it in Gods hand and pray about it you are the kind of woman i look up to a strong black woman Mrs. NeNe Leaks

arlenie
arlenie

You gotta heal your soul,

because at the end of the Day its all gonna be up to you NeNe. Go take a Yoga Class, do some Meditation get into you and heal yourself. You are holding on to way too much anger and its coming out in the wrong way. Kim and you were bffs, I loved you guys friendship, you had so much fun but look what happen.

You are carrying way too much baggage Gregg your Son's issues you really need to get back to whats going to heal your soul and clear your mind. Anger can destroy your body it weakens you, dont believe me just do the arm test hold your arm out and think of a time in your life when you were happy then ask someone to try and push it down it will hold strong, now do this same test but think of something that made you upset and angry and your whole body will become weak you will not be able to hold your arm up at all its funny but it works, also works on kids if they are lying to you LOL.

So do it for yourself NeNe do something to get better, get into your health and you will see a change in how you treat others. I hope you all come back next Season love you guys and love the show, I hope next Season we can see more fund raisings and helping of Communities in GA and some giving back. I mean you Ladies should show us something more then fighting, show us how your making the world a better place.

Go NeNe and get your Sexy Back, cause this Season was not sexy at all!

Charla
Charla

Yes that scene with Lawrence and Sheree was fake. I have a feeling their was more to that conversation that was not shown. Sherry tried to flip it at the end but, she is so fake! I remember first season finale she showed up in that long 1983 sweater dress with the big hole in it. I told my husband that is not fashion that is a hole! LOL Ever since then I just think she's blah...

I 'm really sorry you had to go through something like this with your husband. I hop eoyu have a great support system to help you along the way. It's tough in the beginning but, time will tell and you will prevail. Be strong like I know you can be and keep eliminating haters from your life (Sheree Sherry whatever the heck her name is) God Bless

north carolina fan february 14,2011
north carolina fan february 14,2011

I agree Nene used to be fun now she is not and thats why im not to fond of her on housewives now , I dont know what happen to her. I guess greg rained on her parade. I understand that she has been betrayed by her husband, and most men might be a good husband but they can do things that betray u and cause u to lose the love u have for them... and i hope she makes it good in life but u do need to get your happy back...nene u used to be fun...to watch.

Dorothy Robinson
Dorothy Robinson

NeNe

I think you are G R E A T, you hang in there. It's them that are crazy, not you

Dorothy KennedyViewer
Dorothy KennedyViewer

NeNe, you were my favorite housewife until the show about the bus. You are way out of line and obnixous. Kim is no better, and on your reunion show, I got so disgusted I got up and turned off the TV. Everybody was yelling at once and the viewer couldn't make head nor tail of what you guys were screaming. The behavior of this whole group is disgusting, and also BORING. IT'S THE SAME SHOW JUST REPREATED IN DIFFERENT SETTINGS. All of you should go home and start a real life, because I strongly suspect your fifteen minutes have long since expired. I will never watch this show again, so good-by and good-luck

Dontaya
Dontaya

NeNe,

You need to stop taking things so personal. You're just dealing with females. THAT'S ALL! It's a reality show, deal with it on that level only. You have so much going on for you. Don't let anyone push your button. Don't get caught up! They speak of discontinueing the show next season because of Kim and you. That's so not cool. But out of all the Reality Housewives Shows, this one is buzzing with drama. Remember, black men must wear the pants in a relationship, and marriage. You've became a threat to your X. Personally, If I was on this show you guys would drive me stone crazy. I would have to make a run for it.

SweeterSecrets
SweeterSecrets

nene i wish only good things for u!let ur past experience with greg n the other housewives build ur character (making u better not bitter)we all live n a glass house (especially the other housewives of atl) and shouldnt throw stone kim being no1, sheree2, n phaedra 3. luv u

erica myers
erica myers

I totally agree i use to love NeNe, however i think she is to tough on the other woman but wants pity for her self. Leave Kim alone..

seattle Fan
seattle Fan

Nene, You are no longer fun to watch. You act mean, bitter and angry! You say Kim wants to be the victim? You really need to take a look in the mirror. You are driving your friends and family away. You are so beautiful externally but have to get some help to deal with the inside! I am hoping over time you can get back to who you were in the beginning! Hoping for a kinder Nene next season!

mztrouble1979
mztrouble1979

I am with you if you sit back an let other people control your life you will look back an ask what happen. I am 31 years old with two kids and I am just now trying to find myself. One day I looked up and said where did the years go. but I'm glad NeNe is getting her happy back. I got one question why do people trip about the show everybody needs a start why is it so bad for someone to get it together when they get a show. Believe me if bravo come to Oklahoma city, And I get a show Im going to make it do what it do.

markp
markp

nene i believe in confidence but you really need to take a step back and look at how you have changed i use to like you but there is a difference from being a strong woman and being just a bitch think about that

valerie gardner
valerie gardner

I think that NeNe has some straight up issues within herself. She is a person I could never be a friend to because real friends support their friends in good times and bad, but not the way NeNe does. She's one of those people who kick you when you're down. Her negativity follows her whereever she goes and there is always some type of drama. I hate the fact that she don't think her S--T stink. Reality check sister you're messy, rude and obnoxious. Women who are blessed with the things that they have, the opportunities and choices should be a positive role model for women. Like my grandmother used to say act refined, show some class and be a example to people. My husband think her and a few others on the show are ghetto fabulous. Some of the women act like street women. Get it together my sisters make us women proud, example like Angela Bassett she don't stoop and shows a lot of class.

Lady from Richmond VA
Lady from Richmond VA

Ms. NENE, Hello, how are you? I will and have prayed that you will not only live beyond this season. But that you will come out of it with a softer heart and a healed spirit. As a women who supported her husband and children for over 28 years as much as humanly possible it is a shock to many when we are "human" and not super-human. You have the right to be angry, sensitive and hurting all at the same time. What I have learned is that when I am "feeling" my situation the most. I go to GOD first and talk, cry and pray. He can take it! He can change it and not be broken by it! Friends and family are hurting with you. So give yourself and the situation time. If you need to talk to anyone get a therapist and pray it thru to GOD. No one else. Self love and happiness begins from within yourself. I was told to focus on Self Care, I did.I pray that God will heal your broken heart and hurting spirit. You pray and I will pray. God will do the rest. Take care,

maria smith
maria smith

I am going through a VERY similar situation! I have been married for 10 years and my husband has been the worst to me. so I stand up tall to you! I even used your words "you have done me wrong as your wife" ... ha.... not really funny but if you cant laugh at yourself who will. You are a tough woman! I wish I had the dignity ( and money he's hiding) to be like you! Life sucks when you think the one person you married and spilled your heart to, betrays you! Its an all time low and I hope you have people to support you, I dont so that sucks. Wish I could ask you for advice...hahha...Take care love xxxooo

ViewerSimon Says
ViewerSimon Says

You got my prayers....I see your hurt. NeNe who cares about you...I have been watching the show and I have to say it is a dog eat dog at times and everyone in there own world...except you...you reach out and will take steps to explain or express your feelings but the rest of the girls will not ...As for Kim she is for Kim how about she is jealous of all ya'll but in many reasons a danger to be around. You gotta follow your heart...and get your Happy Back....keep looking up and praying ...God knows your heart....Bless you always...

Wynter L.D.
Wynter L.D.

NeNe, I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH WITH GREGG. I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED NO MATTER HOW MANY HATERS MAY BLOGG OR POST THEIR COMMENTS. no one knows your heart but GOD. Seek HIM, Trust HIM, Follow HIM. PURSUE YOUR CAREER AND DO YOU! You will find your "happy", but let me tell you; that can be temporary in this life. The thing that lasts is JOY. And that can only come from the LORD! So stay clear of negative. Separate yourself from it. But when it comes against you, look to GOD in JESUS' NAME! You are my favorite on the show and I love your spirit. Be praying for you.

dorway2sucess
dorway2sucess

Ne Ne I luv u and the way u carry ur self. U can not be any thing other the u. So what u say what u mean and mean what u say. Your real friends know u. I cant get enough of u on the show

sandee42
sandee42

This lady has said it all and I could not have done one word differently.

Denise from Michigan
Denise from Michigan

I LOVE NEE-NEE, SHE HAVE MADE THIS SHOW INTERESTING TO WATCH THE FACT ABOUT THE MATTER IS, ALL THESE HOUSEWIVES HAVE THE SAME AGENDA, AND THAT IS TO BRAND THEMSELVES....WHY SHOULD NEE-NEE BACK AWAY FROM MAKING A LIVING FOR HER FAMILY. NEE-NEE, IS RIGHT! I HAVE WATCHED THE SHOW FROM THE START, AND I ADMIT NEE-NEE HAS CHANGED, BUT SO HAVE ALL OF US...PEOPLE CHANGE, I FIND NEE-NEE TO BE A PASSIONATE SPIRITED PERSON THAT DON'T LIKE INJUSTICE, I CAN RELATE.KIM HAS RODE NEE-NEE, KANDI, AND BIG POPPAS COAT TAILS ALL THE WAY TO THE BANK....AND SOMEHOW NEE-NEE IS THE MONSTER? I DON'T GET IT....I LOVE U GURL UR COOL AS HELL, REAL AS HELL, AND THE FACT THAT PEOPLE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH U; ONLY PROVES THAT THIS WORLD IS NOT READY FOR HONESTY......EVEN WHEN IT'S RAW AND UNCUT. KEEP DOING U CUZ AT THE END OF THE DAY NO ONES PAYING UR BILLS...WAT THE BLEEP! BLEEP! HAPPENED TO UR HUSBAND HE WAS MY FAVORITE HUSBAND ON THERE BUT I GUESS IT'S TRUE, WE ALL FALL SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD... HE'S SHAMELESS....BUT U KNOW EVERYONE IS NOT EQUIPPED TO HANDLE A STRONG WOMAN.....ILL KEEP WATCHING UR JOURNEY GURL UR MY FAV...AND KEEP IT MAGE! LOVE YA LOL

Aprill
Aprill

I will watch and so will many others.

Dede smith
Dede smith

Nene, I have always loved you, but you were totally out of line. I was praying that Kim would get the strength from somewhere to beat the hell out of you. I bet you would never front Sheree, Kandi, or Phaedra like you front Kim. You need to come get you some friends in H-town, guarenteed beAtdown. I am not a hood class, I am classy as you want to be, but no woman would allow another women to treat her the way you treated Kim. Your personal problems are not her problem. If you befriend a white person there should not be stipulations on what they can say. They should respect you to not offend you, but nappy is not offensive. We call our own hair nappy, but the minute a Caucasian say it's nappy we offended. You owe them an apology. I still love you but money is nit worth bringing your character to this

Vikkiv
Vikkiv

Well said, but she is not trying to hear the truth. NeNe is going to ride this wave at all COST. Wait until she smacks that wall... SMH

Vikkiv
Vikkiv

VERY WELL SAID!!! AN SO "TRUE"

Vikkiv
Vikkiv

NeNe maybe the reason we watch... that does not negate how ASHAMED she makes me (and many others) feel as a young black women. I have a career that I've worked very hard at. Now I have to go to work and hear about this BAFOON and "how THEY think WE act" and how NENE has proven them right. And the sly remarks I have to endure... "awww don't choke me, haha"... and what child wants to be spoken to in that manner. No shoke that his selfesteem and selfworth is low, his mother is too caught up in her hair and nails and appearence, because thats NENE's self-worth (how much her purse and shoes cost)... SAD... VERY VERY SAD. Do something nice for someone else for a change NENE... start with something small... Stop talking about her and invite Phadra over and have your make artist TEACH HER.

And now Kandi has started acting out and getting in to fights, with sweetie of all people. SMH... thats what happens when you are around this kind of mentality (it rubs off).

Belinda B
Belinda B

Has everyone forgotten this is a TV show...acting...lol

mary henderson
mary henderson

NeNe, used to like you but I agree with all the comments of the above. You tried too hard this season and you are so full of yourself. You are probably going to get an extra 15 minutes of fame with the apprentice but after that your fame will fade. Get your happy at the expense of your family? The people you think are your friends won't be in the E.R. or intensive care when you are there. Your family will be there only if you nurture all of the relationships. Get over yourself and focus on your family. Hope you don't return. You won't last in L.A.

Trey1224
Trey1224

Why would Nene be jealous of kim ? Kim cannot sing and she is making herself look like a dam fool i mean really who dose that

Ms. TB
Ms. TB

Nene,

your newest blog post doesn't appear to be posting comments so I'll say this here....your take on the season should be much more humble considering your behavior.

No one is out to get you, and why you think there's an alliance against you is silly. Kandi and Sheree haven't done anything to you. Also, you haven't even been in that many scences with Phaedra.

This is real life and people go through seasons, but I hope to see you rebound to a better place next season.

Lilly Carter
Lilly Carter

Wow... You need a Reality Check!!! It's obvious that you are hell bent on taking cheap shots about Kim any chance you can. Why would you bring her up on your interview with James Dupree? Had it been the other way around, you would have jumpd all over Kim. Kim had every right to confront you about it. Then you had the audacity to spin it and make it appear that it was all about Sweetie and how Kim treats her like a "slave". As you would say, what business is it of yours. If you don't like it, then walk away. Sweetie is a grown ass woman who can take care of herself. You are only fooling yourself! Regardless of your issues with Greg, your behavior in Miami was disgusting and selfish. You couldn't stand on your own so you had to drag one of your supporters to make you feel justified for the way you attack people. You always have to have the last word, and get your face in front of people to intimidate and bully them (Dwight, Kim, and Kandi). It boils down to you not feeling good about yourself and jealous of the other housewives. It so sad that you don't see this side of yourself so that you could invest in yourself and get the much needed help you so desperately need. You just had to tweet and have your last word when Kim and Kroy were talking to Andy Cohen. Don't HATE -- Learn to APPRECIATE! SMACK!! SMACK!!

tinajones
tinajones

Your BFF, Diane, had an affair with a married man & has twins by that encounter and you have no issues with her, yet you call Kim a trashy whore & a trashbox. On top of that, your son is not married & he is having a baby? Will you welcome your grandchild or will you say that a child with an unmarried person is nothing to celebrate like you did when you tweeted during Kim's WWHL appearance? What is wrong with you? Do you watch yourself on the show?

No one is aligned against you. You lash out at everyone & are over the top rude. I felt humiliated for you with the way you behaved towards your host in Florida. You completely lost sight of the fact that the weekend was supposed to be about your friend. If Cynthia was not tripping over other people why was it so important to you & how did bringing your BFF (& former mistress) do anything for Cynthia?

Your hate for Kim is making you step out of the great person you could be to became an ugly, petty person. Every other comment is a dig about her. T-Pain, Brittany Spears, and J-Lo can't sing, but they entertain & somebody wants to pay for that product. You got on the bus with Kim & started making digs to her about how what she did was not work & you throw her name in everything like you are obsessed - you related Kim to the Jermaine Dupri interview, Sheree's acting gig, Lawrence's performance, you tweeted about her all night. Get over it! I felt that she did you wrong when she first took you out of Tardy for the Party, but seeing how you bring drama to everything it was a wise decision on her part. I am sure that you will have a huge blowout and issue with someone on the Apprentice because the common denominator is you.

NeNe at the end of the day, you are a mom & you are making a plum fool of yourself. Would you want your kids to treat people the way you do and use the language you do? You are too old to behave the way you do. Nobody is hating on you. In fact, I'm sure that a lot of people feel sorry for someone who is so wrapped up in being negative towards others.

HousewifeFan@54
HousewifeFan@54

I'm afraid I have to agree with Yvette. Your humor used to be funny, now it seems to come from a place of anger. There should be no instance of jealousy between any of you. All the wives are successful in their own rite. I wouldn't have been able to handle the bus trip either, but you just got plain obnoxious and disrespectful! Both you and Kim acted like nasty little children. On the internet there are stories that you demanded to have your hair and makeup done w/Cynthia just prior to her wedding. Maybe you could address those comments on another blog. I hope you find peace within yourself and really leave the past in the past.

Virgo Beauty
Virgo Beauty

nene my heart goes out to you, and i can understand why you take your anger out on other people sometimes but try to remeber god has your best intrest at heart. you need to appoligize to kim and keep your distance . you are a beautiful woman but sometimes your attitude makes you ugly,,,,i know i see alot of me in you,,,take deep breaths and repair your self

NATURALFEMALE
NATURALFEMALE

NeNe, I truely understand the hurt that you are going thru. When i read your blog it was like i was looking in a mirrow. I too am going thru the same thing. The person I love so very much has disrepected and truely hurt me. I am trying to be strong because I have to be. He dont seem to be bothered at all, and he is just as cold as Gregg. Yes my heart is heavy and some days are worst than others. But from one Strong woman to another, every day will be a better day. Keep up the good work.

redbird
redbird

I for one will not be watching anymore of the RHOA. Too much hate, not enough love. I know this comment will not be posted. But it felt good saying it.

Cocoa528
Cocoa528

Nene, I think that you are a strong black woman. If you take some time to yourself it would benefit you greatly. Everyone has ups and downs. You are having a down time and really need the support of your friends. Although you have "moments", so do the other women. No one's perfect. You listen to their problems, why can't they lend an ear when needed. Please stay yourself and don't ever change for anyone.

nakresha
nakresha

the outburst on the bus was kind of crazy but she have always spoke her mind and i knew her before the show!

YVONNE DIXON
YVONNE DIXON

SHE IS TOO FAR GONE - ALL THE HYPE SHE IS SPROUTING - ON TOP OF HER GIANT EGO AND ALWAYS GETTING UP IN EVERYONE'S FACE SHE CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT. SHE WANTS TO DISH IT OUT AND CAN'T OR WONT TAKE. SHE IS DONE IN BY BOOK.

Yolanda Scott
Yolanda Scott

NeNe look at all the comments. The majority are saying the same thing. They can't all be wrong. Seek help honey, if not for yourself, do it for the sake of your children. Best wishes to you.

CC Ohio
CC Ohio

NeNe, I have always been a fan.

I feel this season was difficult for you for so many reasons. I do wish that you would learn to keep your cool or just learn to turn down the anger. It is not attractive and the outbursts you've had have made many of us think much less of you. Unfortunate.

Also, it would be pleasant to see you have positive things to say about your castmates rather than always tearing them down. Saw a great deal of that this season.

You're an awfully good woman, you've just had some difficult challenges this season. Please remember to try to bring out the best in yourself and in others.