I was surprised to see Kathy and Rosie so heated up talking about me at the birthday party. Yes, Kathy had apologized for what she said about my dad at the Reunion (I didn't know she was still going to keep talking about him though!), but we weren't all good yet. If we were, I think she would've invited me to the party I supposedly ruined, right? When Caroline asked me about making up with Kathy, I didn't say I didn't want to work things out with Kathy, I did. I just wanted to work things out with my brother first. We were all in a bad place, but to me, fixing things with my only brother is a bigger priority than fixing things with my cousin. I'm sorry they took such offense to that, but I'm only one person. I had everyone come at me at once, and then everyone wanted to make up with me at once. Go figure, right?
When I finally did see my brother for the first time, I went up to him right away and tried to be friendly and goof around with him like we did our whole lives. Caroline had just told me how much he wanted to work things out with me, so badly he supposedly sent Caroline to help him, so I thought it would be may be a little awkward but still nice. Baby steps. I definitely did not expect his attack. I didn't understand any of it then, and I still don't now. He's my brother, and as mad as I might be at him, I would never hurt him in public like that. I don't understand how he could even say half the things that came out of his mouth, directly to my face, in public in front of America. I get it that in the heat of the moment people who have deep feelings for each other know how to hurt each other the most, but still, there are lines you don't cross. When Joey started talking about my husband's parenting, that was it for me. He crossed the line and was out of line.