Kristen, you are all over the place. I'm not a fan of Josh because he can be condescending...especially when it comes to your 'career' and comparing what the two of you do. But I am SO SICK of your chronic demanding and whining of helplessness in your marriage and otherwise. What I see is a person who constantly stirs crap up over nothing and then behaves as a victim. Your husband WORKS long crazy hours. YES, he is still a Father and a husband but what do you do besides WHINE and b..ch and complain? You've been together for 10 years and somewhere in there decided to have kids in the last few...well tell me, what was he like then before you decided to martyrize yourself in every freaking thing you do? Should your husband make time for you and the kids, YES...but the constant arguing and always needling him and having to right is the biggest turn off to any man and look at the example you are setting for your children too. Do yourself a favor; learn to cook a few decent meals, get back into the modeling and learn to give dimension and more depth to your skill in front of the camera. Then, take your money and invest it in something worthwhile, maybe start a modeling course for new models, get a hobby and read a book. And if you want to be really mad and argue with Josh about something worthwhile, do it when he's opening his stupid mouth to DIS or put down your projects and career because the minute you get a little confidence and the focus is on you...he doesn't like it.