Brown ice? Of course Sonja blamed me for the ice! Just add that to my never-ending list of transgressions. Is she joking or being serious? I want to believe she is just teasing, but I really don't know if it's playful or mean. Anyhow, is brown ice that much worse than yellow?! I don't think ice should ever have a color!
I haven't yet reached out to many of my former friends in NYC, so it was a great break from the townhouse to see Anisha and Luigi and catch up with a friend. She might have a point about the UES, but I still think that's where I want to be. However, talking to her is making me now think I am open to the possibility of downtown living. For the record, Luigi has several cars that include a Bentley, BMW, Porsche and a Ferrari...a very posh dog.
I really wish I had just gone to Ju Lan by myself. What an awkward entrance! I'm so confused. Is Sonja hazing me again? I don't understand why she's turned on me nor why she's trying to make me feel uncomfortable and insecure. I moved in with her for protection and support, but I'm not sure that's what she's giving me.
Even so, it was a fun girls' night out. I really do feel that I am getting to know the girls better. It was so flattering and sweet of Carole to suggest an apartment in her building, and I had a fun chat with Bethenny and feel I'm truly getting to know her better. For the record, Topper and I really did decide to get married on a whim while watching Beverly Hills, 90210. It seemed to make perfect sense at the time! And it really was like a fairytale...so exciting, because we knew our parents would murder us if they knew!
I wish I had known Richard. He appears to have been a very kind, sweet, loving man who is clearly missed by Dorinda and many others. It was such a touching moment when Dorinda tearfully said, "Richard, I hope you are proud of me." I can only hope to one day have a man as loving and supportive as Richard, someone who really loves who I am and is proud of me.
See you next week!