I loved going to Tamra's birthday party on the yacht in Newport Harbor. Anytime I am on a boat, I am happy. I think it was a great idea to have her party this way and had a great time. I wasn't surprised that Tamra was upset turning 40. Now that I am in my mid-40s, I've realized it's just a number and really not that big of a deal after all.

To clarify, I am NOT jealous of Tamra's watch. I think it's a beautiful watch, and someday I will get one. There is actually an incentive this year with the one of the companies that I write business for, and if I achieve the goal, I will receive a Rolex watch. I am hopeful I can do this on my own. If not, I am sure I will end up buying one myself this year. I love Donn and that comment I made to Jeana about wishing I was single was not appropriate. I was upset with Donn that weekend because I wished he would take more time to spend with me. We had both been traveling a lot turning the summer separately, and it put a strain on our marriage.