Alexis Bellino

Alexis is willing to defend herself, but not to believe Heather's excuses for the bunco party fight.

on Mar 13, 2012

Donn and Bri in the kitchen was a cute moment. I'm so glad to see he is doing OK. Divorce is not easy on anyone, and I know it takes two. It's obvious Briana and Donn have a great relationship!

The next bit with my family is one of my all time faves. I was so excited to get that delivery of my two dress samples from my production manager. In order to minimize my trips to Los Angeles, I have Clio, my production manager, overnight them to me the day they are finished. Once I receive them and try them on, I then make the trip to Los Angeles, to my second appointment with my pattern maker to make all necessary adjustments to them. I laughed throughout this scene, because like any mother, I truly think I have the world's cutest daughters! The way they twirled around and wanted to wear Mommy's heels was epic! And the look in James' eyes as daddy was hugging him was priceless.

It was really difficult for me to watch Jim dropping me off for surgery. All those butterflies came back instantly. The thought of any surgery being done on my face just terrifies me. It seems like I shouldn't care, since botox doesn't scare me, however it's a completely different animal when knives, a hammer, and anesthesia are involved. Jim was so sweet. He is such an amazing husband, and he always finds calmness when I cannot. He is my strength, and he is my rock when I need him. I felt a little better when Jim prayed for me, but I just couldn't seem to shake the fear. I knew deep down in my gut that I needed this nasal septal reconstruction so badly, but I honestly didn't want to go through with it. Stay tuned, because next week it will be apparent to everyone why I was so concerned. I had a lot of more serious issues than my cat scan showed. Dr. Niccole was even surprised by what he found.