Preparing for any photo shoot is a daunting experience. I hate dieting so I have to up the work out. I had discovered Shape House LA and thought it was an amazing way to help shed some water weight. I knew Stassi would love it because she just needed to lay there and watch TV. She is really more of an indoor low endurance kind of girl.
For this shoot I really needed to add in some meditation in order to deal with all the drama floating around. It wasn't as bad as I had anticipated. I think it was most awkward for Tom, but he did a good job of holding it together.
They way I see it is, I am only getting older and one day my looks will fade and my body will be unrecognizable from today, so why not do a risqué little shoot. I was with my closest friends and with world renowned photographers. It seemed a better time than ever! I knew if Lisa saw she would be upset, and of course she had to walk in right in the midst of it! Luckily, she didn’t hold it against us.
Lisa and Stassi telling Tom to face the truth was necessary. I think they both approached it in very supportive manner. Tom was caught up in his own doubts and in the semantics of the truth, trying to rule out any possibility that the rumor could be true. But the proof was in the pudding. The unearthing of this revelation was earth-shattering for everyone, especially Tom, and I suppose he needed to take his time, but he also needed to face the harsh truth.
At this point, I had accepted the fact that Tom and Kristen were never going to break up and they were just going to continue torturing each other for eternity. If Tom was going to not only believe Kristen but also have her back, then they are so far from reality that no one could help them.