The photo shoots for SUR are always fun! We sneak in alcohol (Lisa, I hope you're not reading this) and make it a party. This year was a little different, however, with all of the drama flying around. Watching back I had no idea so many other conversations were happening because I was in my own world. Between Tom and Stassi’s talk and Tom’s conversation with Lisa, it was heartbreaking to watch. Tom was in such deep denial and didn't want to accept the truth. We tried soo hard to make him see these rumors were true, but he didn't want to believe it. Kristen would've taken this to her grave had Jax not saved those texts from her. She didn't want to admit it, but I think she knew deep down that it was the right thing to do so Tom wasn't suffering with the lies anymore. He wanted to believe her so badly he kept coming up with all of these different scenarios that could have happened instead of the truth.