Let's start this blog post with the beautiful part of this episode…my mama. She is such a strong, beautiful woman, who so easily brings me back down to earth. It wasn’t always that way; we’ve worked really hard on our relationship. But now that we have such a strong friendship, I look to her for advice when I am overwhelmed, which I totally am at this moment.
I saw Kat and me in Kim and Kyle, and it was scary and emotionally overwhelming. I’m not a troublemaker, guys. I NEVER meant to insert myself into a situation that would cause drama. But I guess it took my mom explaining to me that it’s not my job to fix other people to realize that I needed to take a step back and let it be. I am powerless in this situation. My passion got the best of me. #ImMyFathersDaughter
“You, my dear, are powerless over other people’s lives. So, we can share it, but we can’t change it, OK?” –Beverly Sassoon
Something I am not powerless over is this Rinna situation? She says she “can’t remember,” so let me help her remember. And let’s set some other things straight too:
Lisa Rinna said she had a deep conversation with me, about me, and that I wanted to help her heal her relationship with Kim Richards. Yes, we did talk about me, and her, and about A LOT! But RINNA is the one who asked me to help her heal her relationship with Kim! I didn’t think it would be too hard… but then again, I didn’t realize that they couldn’t stand each other! I didn’t watch past seasons, so I didn’t see how volatile their relationship was. That was my first mistake — agreeing to help.
Rinna said she thinks this situation is bullsh-- if you ask her… well no one did ask you! If anyone should think this situation is bullsh-- it’s me! I mean come on; Rinna deserves a damn Oscar for the performance she just gave in Mexico.
“Everyone in this group, at one time or another, doesn’t remember…” –Erika Girardi
But it didn’t just stop at the “selective memory.” Rinna continued to cry and cry and cry and say, “I don’t want to do this. I feel like I have been stabbed in the back.” Honestly, now it’s just funny. The more she cries, the more they play back the moment when Lisa Rinna says everything she’s denying. I mean even the girls admit that she could have said something like that in one of her angry moments…well she wasn’t even mad when she said it. We were calm, shopping. She remembers. #CaughtRedHanded
Erika tried her hardest to get Rinna to “own it, own it” (LOL, Vanderpump), but it will all come out soon enough.
Note To Self: The queen, I love you! Picturing Vanderpump getting on all fours and barking like a dog, definitely something I would do. #HappyValentinesDay