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Permanent Happy

Jill keeps it positive, and lets us know about her acting debut.

By Jill Zarin

Hi Everyone!

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I want to share some great news. This is been one of the most exciting weeks of my life. I am sitting in my trailer in Long Island City waiting for a PA to get me on set of USA's hit show White Collar. Season 3 will be premiering June 7 and of course I will let you all know which episode I am on. I never in a million years thought I would hear the words "Hollywood called!" Which is exactly what happened. Luann was the first housewife to have a cameo in a TV show and she told me it was one of the most thrilling days -- long but fun. I wonder who will be next?

Last year, when I was thinking about what I will do after Ally goes away to college, I remembered how happy I was when I worked in the hosiery business. If you would like more information about my background, you can read it here. I have always found working to be the best outlet for me to express myself. Last year I went back to work. I designed my first bedding line, Jill Zarin Bedding (available at Bed Bath & Beyond) and Skweez Couture Shapewear. I wore a corset from my new line on Watch What Happens Live. So many of you emailed me asking where you could buy it. I can finally tell you that Macy's and Lord and Taylor will be carrying the line this fall.

I really enjoyed filming Season 4. I met Cindy and my relationships grew stronger with most of the girls. I don't think it is productive to go back in time and say I wish I said this or that. I also don't want to bash and nitpick every word any of the ladies said. Why bother? The show is fun to watch and if I think something big needs to be said, I will say it. But I think I will leave all the drama on the show. Maybe I will change my mind, but that's how I feel right now.

I will say I think there is a lot of hypocrisy going on. Let's see what you find. I love reading the fan blogs and will recommend them on Twitter and Facebook. Yours are even better than anything I could come up with, so please tweet me or leave me a message on jillzarin.com, and I will check it out!

It feels good to be so happy that no matter how hard they try to push my buttons...my button is on permanent HAPPY! Stay in the light!

Love and Kisses XOXO

Jill

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