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Dear America, Thank you for supporting me over the past 3 months. The final week was quite the challenge, but it was so much fun. I was a hot mess running around the streets of NYC for "look-sees," we met Jessica Stam, took a tour of the famous GQ closet, and last but not least surprised with special family guest -- My Mom!!! I did my last few turns on the catwalk and awaited the results from the final vote.

Perry was the first to leave the stage, then my Bromance was ended when Ben followed shortly after, it came down to Holly and myself... drum roll please... Holly has won the competition. In the words of the famous "Debbie Downer," wah wah.

I'm not going to lie, it was definitely disappointing but none the less, I'm very happy for Holly. She has worked extremely hard thoughout the competition and it was an honor to share the stage with her in the end. It's hard to believe that it's all come to a close. I have no idea what reality is anymore, as this experience has convinced me to lose myself, reinvent myself and find myself in the course of a shocking 3 months. I know without a doubt that all four of us will go on to great things, because our theme song is "I want it all".

Thank you Bravo, Tiger Aspect, NY Models, to our photographers, stylist, make-up artist our amazing crew our incredible drivers and to all our FANS!!! Chicago, I hope you are ready cause I am cause I am coming home, sweet home...