Dear Supermodel gods that be,

We had an amazing time celebrating Ben's and I's Birthday, at the Blue Fin!!! We had an incredible dinner, a lot of laughs, and a wild party. Being that our work schedule has been so hectic it was nice to sit down and enjoy each other's company. I must admit it was extremely difficult not being around family and friends, but at the same time it's not everyday you get the opportunity to celebrate another year in such style. Ben and I have truly become close and I believe its because we share an agrarian spirit and are similar in ways that even surprises us.

My crush aside, Ben is someone I admire and respect, and trust to be one of my closet friends for life. This has been a emotional week for me. It seems I am battling one of what I feel to be my greatest strengths, but at the same time my greatest weakness; I wear my heart on my sleeve. In this business or any business for this matter one need to be able to put personal and emotional feelings aside and it effects the way one works and that is exactly what I failed to do this week, I know what it tastes like to be in the bottom three.

All that aside, I genuinely had an amazing time walking for Scott French in N.Y Fashion week.