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Not Giving Up

Shawn recognizes what went wrong in this challenge and discusses his elimination.

March 25, 2009

We were all taken to meet Nicole and Michael to see what we had to do for our runway challenge. We were all a little shocked to hear that we would be transformed into beautiful freaks. Nicole also demonstrated a walk for us. She instructed us to tell a story with a beginning, middle, and end. I really didn’t know what to do. I was having trouble with the concept. I also noticed that everyone was having trouble. I was taken back to styling. I actually really liked the transformation with hair and makeup. Now to wardrobe: I was in a body suit with jewels attached everywhere. I actually thought I looked like a beautiful freak!!! I really liked my look, but I still had no idea how I was going to walk. As I was getting my hair done, I thought of an overlord, a leader. Since I was told to create a story, I wanted to create a unique story. After walking for the judges I was a little scared. I’m not going to lie, I was really nervous! I did follow the brief from Nicole and I wasn’t the only person who wasn’t confident in their walk. We are all called back to the runway to meet the judges. Once again the judges call my name, but this time I am not safe from elimination. I felt unsure about how they were feeling about my performance. I was the first to get talked to by the judges. (As I was told by everyone, it wasn’t a very fun place to be). As I thought, they hated my photo and thought my walk was confusing. They were confused on why I told a story. I should have just walked the catwalk. I really had nothing to say because I agreed. As they go down the line they weren’t really nice to anyone. I come to find out I am in the bottom with Colin. Colin has been in the bottom twice. Nicole handed me my portfolio and said “Shawn, you have a face for the big screen and we cannot make you into a supermodel.” I thanked the judges for the experience and walked off stage. In all actuality I wasn’t really shocked. They judged my photo and my catwalk for the week. I honestly didn’t think it was a good week for me and it cost me my place on the show.

“Saying Goodbye”
Ohh, I wasn’t very happy when I said goodbye to everyone. I was extremely disappointed in my performance. I know I could have done so much better. I was a little confused with the process. It was a great experience, but I know I have so much more to give!!!

With my Photos!!! I was very disappointed with the pictures that were chosen. I felt like I looked very amateur in my photos. The only reason I say that is because my personal portfolio is much better. So, it’s very difficult to grasp why I didn’t perform to the level that I know I could. The pictures that were chosen for me will not help me in the modeling world. I recall saying “I am going to throw my book away.” Honestly I am going to keep them for the experience.

With my catwalk!!!! Well for never walking a catwalk before, I think “it is what it is.” I am going to continue to learn. I would like to thank everyone, cast, production, and viewers. I had a great time on the show. I feel that my dream for modeling is going to happen. Even though I am older, I still feel like I can make a name for myself. It’s NOT TOO LATE!!! I was told by everyone not to give up, so I am going to continue to give it everything I’ve got.

See you again and very soon!!!

Thank you everyone at Make Me A Supermodel 2

Shawn

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Advise Me! Shawn is happy he hasn't been eliminated, but he wants some advice. March 25, 20098 Comments Make Me A Supermodel Season 2 / Episode 3 / Shawn

Comments

14 Comments

Its funny we dated like 7 years ago lol Shawn if you read this.. congrats.. Long time since club Destineys & proforming Madonna at gay pride hu? lol Im happy for you babes!!

u did good and know u can go home to ur man

You look alot like Enrique Iglesias....

you are a beautiful human being... even though i don't really follow the show, i was saddened to see you leave even if i had only known who you were for only five minutes.

im sure you will have much success in the future, so definitely never give up!

much love! <3

It is difficult to watch how the show directs the outcome of each program, knowing that we are getting what they want us to see as they script their precribed outcome. As we have seen, come to expect, the accept role of a gay male is to show up, do your best, but do not expect to win; the male sterotype is for straights only need to apply - to win. Proof? Look at the last programs to see that they love certain people, and weed out those who challenge them. Shawn, you were in the middle for the past programs, while they grew frustrated, and tired with one person, you were expendable at the cost of "the best body who can't walk" no matter what his attitude, your postion was an afront to their story line. Thank you for being on the show, stay strong in your marital relationship, belief in your true character, and know you have made a positive mark for the younger people to believe in themselves! Yes, you have the look, not only with your face, but also within! You are a super-role model! God Bless.

I didn't manage to catch the latest episode, so I've been keeping up with what's current on the website. I'm shocked to my core that you were voted out before Gabriel. You seemed to be working so hard and your pictures have been good in the last two episodes. I find it confusing that you've been let go - what a waste of potential! You are so very striking to look at.

All the best for your future. The best of your life is yet to come! Go treat yourself and your hubby to something nice.

Being an Asian guy and also a gay, I really appreciate your hard-working and passion on modeling industry. Even though you can not win the title, "supermodel," in this show, you are already the role model for telling everyone that it is never too late to fulfill our dreams. Hope we can see your pictures and walks soon.

Shawn, from the very beginning, you were my favorite. You have such a strong and riveting look. Gabe should have been the one sent home. He's not learning nor following directions. He has one look, pouty lips. Now that you're gone I've lost interest and will probably watch Gilligan's Island reruns instead. By the way, talk about getting a freak on, who is that guy with the British accent and glasses???? He's on one big ego trip. That is one nauseating dude. Just listening to him makes me want to puke. He should go back to England and stay there.

Hey Shawn, be kind to yourself! Remember it's a competitive TV show. It's just sound bites and quick cuts designed to hold limited attention spans. In a way, it feels like you were setup to fail. They told you to open up, be intense, and let your feelings out. Being the gay soul that you are, you have access to some messy feelings that most people bury pretty deeply and you're not afraid to take some risks. You put it out there! Excellent! But it made the judges uncomfortable and they punished you for it. A common experience for many gay people. You deserve credit for the risks you took. Don't beat yourself up for trying to be real in a format that isn't designed to serve up reality. Keep going! Keep showing the world who you are, and we will all benefit from your candor and spirit. Cheers!

Glad you're not giving up and that you are leaving with a blog post that is so classy. Unlike some other modeltestants, you are not using this as a forum to put down other competitors or blame the judges. You own the mistakes you made and accept that it cost you a spot. Classy. That's all I have to say.

Good luck to you. Your husband is a very lucky man.

So sad to see you leave. Don't give up on your dream - the photos chosen didn't do you justice imho. You give great face and the bod rocks, but the selected shots simply didn't portray them properly.

I didn't hear Nicole's comment about "a face for the big screen" but boy do I ever agree!! I think you're terrific when you're animated/in motion and I could definitely see you on the screen. Would you consider acting? I think you'd be great!!

Best wishes to you and your husband. I'll miss you and your sweetness on the show and hope you go far in fulfilling your dreams.

Dee

Shawn! you were my favorite from the beginning!!!! i'm so sad you went home... however, i have to tell you that you are such a beautiful person and a beautiful man.... keep your head up and i hope your dreams come true to become a supermodel... your have such amazing features and those judges were just plain blind!!! you remind me so much of Brandon Lee...
good luck to you and best wishes!

i don't know if i can continue watching this season. four weeks in a row and gabe is still there!!! shawn, your bone structure is amazing and your piercing eyes complete the package. i can't believe they sent you home and kept "the pout". despite your age, you will be an awesome addition to the modeling world. all the best to you.

Shawn,

You are a beautiful person with a beautiful soul! Even if you weren't chosen to win the competition, you were one of the most genuinely nice and humble people on the show-- you were always anxious to learn and always eager to improve. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Now you can go home and enjoy time with your husband!

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