Are You for Real?

Courtney counts down her top five A.Y.F.R. moments.

Tonight I've decided to dedicate my blog to counting down my top five A.Y.F.R. (ARE YOU FOR REAL?!) moments from Episode 3! Let's go!

A.Y.F.R. Moment No. 5: Morning Phone Calls

Once I actually woke up and soaked in what had just been said to me by Matt, I was furious. I laid there reminding myself how I mistreated Neill and figuring out what my next step would be. I realized that I needed to call her and get to the bottom of this. The Arboretum would be a great opportunity for me to get to know Neill and prove to her that I'm not a bully. A friend of Matt's is a friend of mine.

A.Y.F.R. Moment No. 4: Gorgeous Runs in the Family

How ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE is it seeing Neill and Major together?! You can tell she loves being a mom! By the end of our lunch, we were talking about boys, shopping, and the woes of being single…we began operating like friends. I left that lunch feeling as if a weight had been lifted, and hoped she left understanding me a little bit more…my personality, my sarcasm, my protectiveness, and why I originally acted the way I did. And goodness gracious, Neill, get Major in some Baby Gap ads ASAP!

A.Y.F.R. Moment No. 3: Drew Came to Play

Drew really gave meaning to the phrase, "Put your money where your mouth is," at the charity auction! He said he was going to mess with Glenn…boy, did he ever! With one hand on Glenn and the other on his checkbook, Drew was in it to win it! And to my surprise, he handed over the date to me! A date with Glenn?! No need to twist my arm! Thanks, Drew!

A.Y.F.R. Moment No. 2: Tara's Date from Hell

After seeing this moment, I was D.T.F.! No, not that D.T.F…I was Down To Fight! How could this man treat Tara that way?! I was shocked that she let it last as long as she did! By no means would I have been surprised had she gotten up and walked out. That jerk is lucky that my attitude and I haven't gotten a hold of him yet!

A.Y.F.R. Moment No. 1: Shirtless Glenn

At the charity auction I felt like I was watching a modern day version of "Shirts vs. Skins!" Initially, I was certain that Matt would kill it. I've seen him work a room, and the ladies always love his Southern charm! But to my surprise, Glenn brought it hard and thank God that shirt came off! Our auction date was such a blast…the Pakulak Cadillac, the winery, dinner, strawberries, champagne, a foot massage, and a hotel room! But how disappointing that his shirt stayed on? All kidding and abdomen muscles aside, getting to know another side of Glenn was such a treat!

Any A.Y.F.R. moments that I missed? Leave a comment or let me know on Twitter @thecourtneykerr. Most of my personal A.Y.F.R. moments happen when it comes to fashion and my love for shopping! Be sure to check out my fashion diary at 

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Who Run the World

Neill talks about her band's debut and being a single mother.

Hello there, beautiful people! Lots of love, love, love to you all! Thanks for hanging in with us here through all these episodes… Who'd have known everything would turn out the way it did? The good news is I believe everything happens for a reason. 

As far as this final episode goes, I don't have too much to say. I believe the majority of the episode speaks for itself… it was nice, funny, awkward, charming, and in the end, my band got to play! I was very happy we got some of that on the last episode. I love how they showed us (my band, Kitty LaLa) playing the song "Come Home With Me" as Matt and Courtney had an intimate stare/gaze-into-my-eyes-before-we-kiss moment... Hey, that's what I write for, moments like that!  

Anyway, the show was a success, and to conclude it all, I've got to give you a bit of my "behind the scenes/is it time to pull my hair out/what did I just do" inside scoop!

1. Filming a reality show is the most stressful job I've ever had in my life! 

2. I was writing and putting my band together as the show was being filmed… Talk about stress! Aside from the fact that I'm a new mother, that one really took the cake! Glad you all got to see a glimpse of our Dallas debut. Very proud of myself and the guys… Kitty LaLa killed it!

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet, beautiful, and encouraging words. It means a lot not only as a mother, but as a single mother finding her own path, a singer/songwriter/entrepreneur, and most importantly, a young woman coming into her own. I consider this experience as a true blessing. I see all the beauty that could've come from it along with everything in between… Thank you all for your sweet words and encouraging statements. Everyone on the show has been such a blessing to me and my son. I love all of you! 

I would love to hear from you (seriously!). You can contact me via Twitter @NeillSkylar or Facebook me (if my personal page is overloaded, just hit my fan page and I'll be sure to get back to you even quicker, hehe).

And please be sure to like my band Kitty LaLa or follow us on Twitter (preferably both) @KittyLaLaMusic! Here's our new music video, "Come Home With Me" --

Love you all so much! Please keep in touch! Muah! And for all those single mamas out there, let's stick together. If we can do all that we do, we might as well take over the world! All my love, heart, and soul to you all! God Bless! Once again… XOXO! 


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