A Bit Speechless

You Never Know...

Who Run the World

I Left My Heart in San Francisco

A Beautiful Gas Station Dinner

Achy Breaky Heart

Closer Than Ever


The Rules According to Courtney

Ridin' Solo

Surface-Level Fun

A Fairy-Tale Romance

The Hooker Convention

It's All Happening

Timing is Key

Oh, Grace Kelly

A New Outlook

A Vocab Lesson

Not Sorry

Follow Your Heart

Boys Will Be Boys

Lip Lockin' and Talkin'

Accent Pieces

Operation Beaver Snatch

Dating Dilemma

Five Foot Fabulous

Honey, I'm Home!


Sakes Alive

In Character

For Whom the Belle Tolls

More Than Meets the Eye


Giving Back

The Pursuit of Happiness


Let the Games Begin

Honest and Open

Rolling the Dice

Are You for Real?


A Bit Speechless

Matt was shocked how things played out at the girls' dinner.

I think it is sufficient to say that my position here is not an easy one. After the dinner I was clearly not happy with the way Neill was treated. This is not about taking sides or enjoying a good debate, it's about doing what's right. I have always been a firm believer that people should not be judged due to their situation, whether it be race, religion, orientation, or any other stereotype before having a chance to show who they really are. 

Courtney and I decided to go to dinner, which we often do, to discuss what happened. Regardless of our differences, the one thing that we always do is take the time to talk about it no matter who's right or wrong. There is nothing that can be said or done here to convince me that her actions are justified. I do however appreciate Courtney's protective nature and love her for that most of the time. 

One thing I have to say is that Drew is hilarious...what an adventure it looks like to utilize a matchmaker. I wonder what Patti Stanger thinks about this?

I enjoyed the pool scene, mostly because Mamma Kerr is in it and she was kind with her words...Court should listen to her mother more often. 

Tara is in a tough situation because of all the things already going on in her life with the charity and her business and now having to be the middle person between some of her closest friends. We are all thankful that it's Tara however; she makes each of our lives that much better because she's genuine, honest, and caring. 

I really enjoyed my dinner with Kat, Brittnye, and Shannon...beautiful inside and out. We are like family and we do meals like this quite often. Friends of the opposite sex should all be able to go to dinner and not be judged. 

As for the last scene, I'm a bit speechless! I guess in life sometimes things simply get worse before they get better. I'm proud of all three ladies for taking the "bull by the horns" and getting together...that's not easy to do when tension is at a high.  All I know is that this situation needs to come to a resolution, because it makes life way to complicated.  

We have just launched which has an in depth blog discussing thoughts on what's happening, and I promise to answer questions, comments, and concerns. Please visit the site and click on "Matt's Charity" ( for information about the amazing things we are doing to help the underprivileged youth in Dallas/Ft. Worth. Have a blessed week, and thanks for the support.

Who Run the World

Neill talks about her band's debut and being a single mother.

Hello there, beautiful people! Lots of love, love, love to you all! Thanks for hanging in with us here through all these episodes… Who'd have known everything would turn out the way it did? The good news is I believe everything happens for a reason. 

As far as this final episode goes, I don't have too much to say. I believe the majority of the episode speaks for itself… it was nice, funny, awkward, charming, and in the end, my band got to play! I was very happy we got some of that on the last episode. I love how they showed us (my band, Kitty LaLa) playing the song "Come Home With Me" as Matt and Courtney had an intimate stare/gaze-into-my-eyes-before-we-kiss moment... Hey, that's what I write for, moments like that!  

Anyway, the show was a success, and to conclude it all, I've got to give you a bit of my "behind the scenes/is it time to pull my hair out/what did I just do" inside scoop!

1. Filming a reality show is the most stressful job I've ever had in my life! 

2. I was writing and putting my band together as the show was being filmed… Talk about stress! Aside from the fact that I'm a new mother, that one really took the cake! Glad you all got to see a glimpse of our Dallas debut. Very proud of myself and the guys… Kitty LaLa killed it!

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet, beautiful, and encouraging words. It means a lot not only as a mother, but as a single mother finding her own path, a singer/songwriter/entrepreneur, and most importantly, a young woman coming into her own. I consider this experience as a true blessing. I see all the beauty that could've come from it along with everything in between… Thank you all for your sweet words and encouraging statements. Everyone on the show has been such a blessing to me and my son. I love all of you! 

I would love to hear from you (seriously!). You can contact me via Twitter @NeillSkylar or Facebook me (if my personal page is overloaded, just hit my fan page and I'll be sure to get back to you even quicker, hehe).

And please be sure to like my band Kitty LaLa or follow us on Twitter (preferably both) @KittyLaLaMusic! Here's our new music video, "Come Home With Me" --

Love you all so much! Please keep in touch! Muah! And for all those single mamas out there, let's stick together. If we can do all that we do, we might as well take over the world! All my love, heart, and soul to you all! God Bless! Once again… XOXO!