Cast Blog: #RHONJ

The Best Gift of All

Amber Calls Out Andy Cohen

Dina: What am I Doing Here?

Amber: Is Dina Coldhearted?

Dina: "The Reunion was Very Hard to Watch"

Teresa: We Love Hard, We Fight Hard

Dina: The Ladybug Event was Perfection

Amber: I Felt I Like I Was Being Hazed

Melissa: Continue to Pray for Teresa's Family

Why Amber Shares Her Cancer Story

Dina: I Was Team Santa

Teresa: I Don't Blame Jim

Bobby's Unacceptable Behavior

Amber: Dina is Jealous

Melissa: "We are Heartbroken"

Dina Reacts to the Sentencing

Kathy Talks Kevin Jonas

Amber: Dina Was Planning a Blood Bath

Jim and Amber Were on Different Pages

Dina on Bobby's "Bizarre" Behavior

Amber Calls BS on Dina

Nicole: Words are So Powerful

Teresa: "Kudos to Dina!"

Teresa: I Love the Show, I Love My Fans

Praying for a Positive Outcome for Teresa

"Tipsy Melissa is My Spirit Animal"

Dina's Lose-Lose Situation

Jacqueline on Her Status with Teresa

Why Teresa Told Dina the Rumor

Amber on Her Cancer Scare

Teresa: There was an Agenda to Hurt My Family

Melissa: I Do Feel for Amber

Dina: Gia's Beautiful Inside and Out

Nicole: This is Not 'Jerry Springer'

Amber on Her Meltdown with Teresa

Amber's Emotional Call to Teresa

Teresa Thanks the Fans

Dina: Florida Will Be the New Scary Island

Teresa: I Wish I Never Heard the Rumor

Amber on the Shocking Rino Rumor

Victoria Gotti's Big No No

The Best Gift of All

Kathy couldn't have asked for a better surprise on Christmas morning.

Welcome back to Christmas in New Jersey. I hope that you all are enjoying our Christmas celebrations. I am enjoying the fact that Christmas Eve and Christmas Day are lasting a few weeks in these episodes. Those two days always seem to fly by in no time. It's great to be able to watch it go by over the course of a few weeks. 

Since my last blog was so long, I'm going to try and spare you all and get to the point. Besides, I think my fingers are still recuperating from last week.

It really bothers me that I have to start off by disagreeing with Teresa, but such is life. I don't feel that I was "messed up" or a "bad cousin" for inviting Joey and Melissa to Christmas Eve. On the contrary, I would have been messed up if I hadn't. When I invited Joey and Melissa they still had not been invited to Teresa's house and they didn't have plans to be together yet. They were trying to work things out, but their relationship was not back to normal and when I asked them. They told me that they hadn't heard from Teresa or any plans for Christmas Eve. When they accepted our invitation I told them that I was going to try and mend things with Teresa and that I would also invite the Giudices as well as my uncle and aunt. Because of our very friendly hello at the Gorga Christmas party, I wasn't feeling the Christmas cheer so I didn't invite Teresa. 

However, when Melissa and Joey told me that they were planning to stop by Teresa's, I didn't feel slighted. In fact I encouraged them to stay. Even if Teresa and I weren't getting along, it doesn't mean I wouldn't want Joe to mend his relationship with his sister.

I can't believe Teresa calls me evil. Actually, now that I think about it, I believe it. Teresa's capable of anything. For someone who says she doesn't like to go tit for tat and likes to stay positive, she knows how to hold on to a misunderstanding that happened months ago and bring it to a nasty place. No matter how angry I am with her, I would never call her evil. A f---ng bitch…yes, because she can be, but not evil. Even though I get frustrated with her, I do love her, and she's still my cousin. 

Joey and Melissa are adults with their own opinions and their own feelings, not to mention free will. They make their own decisions. Melissa even told Joey, we could stay at Teresa's, Kathy will understand. Of course I would understand. Christmas is about love and family and the spirit of the season. Maybe I was expecting a miracle when I thought I could get a chance to put things behind Teresa and me. I'm not going to push Teresa into having a relationship with me. I can respect that Teresa is not ready to put things behind us. She has a right to feel whatever it is she is feeling, even if I don't agree with her. 

After the Gorga Christmas party, I decided that I was not going to continue to try and reason with Teresa. Family is family and I am going to give her space, but continue to be supportive of Joey and Melissa as best as I can. However I am only human and I do have feelings as well, and sometimes they get the best of me. I hope we can forgive each other one day.

On to the Manzo house. Love the collective kitchen chaos, and it's so obvious that Caroline loves it too. It was great to see the generations of love all gathered around the table. I must admit I've been very curious about this olive sauce since last week's episode. I wonder if Caroline will ever share that family recipe. How cute was Uncle Louie and his speech? Words to live by. 

I don't remember how old my kids were when we couldn't trick them about Santa Claus, but CJ is one smart kid. I swear he's a man trapped inside a little boy's body. I bet next Christmas he will devise a plan to keep Nicholas believing in Santa. 

I thought it was very gracious of Caroline to include our family in their New Year's Eve party at the Brownstone. We'll have to see, since my husband Jeff Goldblum is planning a trip back to Jurassic Park. Hopefully I can get him to change our plans. Richie actually gets that quite often. I remember one time we were on a cruise and someone asked him for his autograph. Richie was happy to sign, "Bon Voyage! Love, Jeff." Personally, I think my Richie is cuter. Sorry, no offense, Mr. Goldblum.

The Manzo unity bracelet was a beautiful gift and gesture from Caroline. 

It makes me sad to see Jacqueline and Ashley go through a tough time, especially around Christmas. I think that everyone matures at different rates. We often reach our a-ha moments at different stages in our lives. Some sooner than others. It's frustrating as a parent to see your child with so much to offer and so much talent not put it to good use. It is difficult to find the right words to get through to your kids. Add being in the public eye and now it just got harder to hear. However, Jacqueline has told me that sometimes when we watch ourselves in action, it helps to see where we could have done things differently. Ashley has a huge heart and is blessed with so much talent. 

I will never get tired of watching little kids on Christmas morning. The Giudice girls know how to enjoy themselves. Teresa's morning sweets looked great. I love panetone and nochi, they are two of my favorite Christmas treats. My mom always made nochi too, and I can finish an entire tray, but the only ones I've ever tried making were fried. I'm trying to cut back on fried food, so I haven't made them in a long time.

I know it's all about kids on Christmas, and there was no shortage of gifts for the Gorga little ones. But Lady Gorga must have been an especially good girl this year. You go, girl! All kidding aside though, anyone can see that Joey really believes that the true joy is giving rather than receiving. Isn't it wonderful to see a man that appreciates his wife and all that she does for their family all year round? Even better is seeing how childlike Melissa is when she receives them. 

I'm often asked how Richie and I stay so connected and genuinely enjoy each other after being together for over twenty years. Marriage isn't always easy and you have to work at. 

How endearing to see that after nearly thirty years together, Albert still got down on one knee to propose to Caroline. 

I regret to inform you that as I suspected, Richie returned the wedding ring. Oh well, I tried. I also bought him a bracelet that I'm happy he decided to keep. Oh, well going have to come up with another solution to this wedding band dilemma. In all seriousness, it really doesn't matter all that much. Whether you wear a ring around your finger or not, it's what's in your heart that matters. Richie has shown me everyday for over twenty years how dedicated and committed he is to our family and me. I am so blessed and grateful to have two loving and supportive kids. When they exhibit such respect and kindness towards one another and our family, my heart is just bursting with joy. The best gift of all is the good health and well being of my family. As I'm moved to tears watching this scene, I'm reminded that we should never dwell on anything that keeps us from enjoying our blessings.

Wishing you all love and peace throughout the year. 

Lots of Love,

Kathy xoxo

P.S. The wedding ring and bracelet I bought for Richie were from Mamari Jewelers in Nanuet, N.Y. Check out Melissa and I when went Christmas shopping HERE.

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Dina: The Ladybug Event was Perfection

Dina Manzo thanks everyone who helped make her event a success.

Let's focus on the positive shall we? I was over the moon with how this Project Ladybug event turned out. All the girls did their part. Teresa's hair care line Youthful 8 provided all the hair for the event as well as sponsoring some decor and favors. Melissa rallied some amazing raffles and her and Joe kicked ass with the live auction. The twins packed the house with all of their friends, and Amber gave us the connection to Stacie and adorable fashion show by East Coast Starz.  

I have to say a big thank you to Abbey and Tommy for opening their home to us and a HUGE thank you for connecting me with Louis and the team at Sayerwoods Event Designs. They went above and beyond with the candy theme. I was blown away how they made my vision come to life. To top it off they are the kindest people to work with! 

Couture Candy Buffets did an amazing job with the candy bar even though I drove them nuts with the layout, LOL! Sugar Rush Bakery's cupcake bar was a hit and the boys from SCE Event Group as usual rocked the house. iParty Pix gave us a fun photo booth to play with and The Brownstone filled the guests' bellies to the brim. Thank you to all those who donated to our silent auction: the NY Islanders, NY Jets, NY Giants, Depasquale Spa, Yanina & Co, DJ Pauly D, Harrah's Resort, and iParty Pix. Last but not least thank you for picking out my gorgeous dress from 25 Park, for my hair, and Dayna ( for doing my makeup for the night. My good friend Manny as usual captured every moment for us (

Thank you to my ladybug team of my sister Cookie, Lexi, Kenny, Stephanie, and Dianne for keeping things flowing while mama bug got her Meana on. 

The night was amazing and other than the little glitch of the girls' talk (which I'm so grateful happened at the very end of the night), it was perfection.

Special heartfelt thanks to Jacqueline Collot, mother of Julien, our man bug in heaven that is the namesake of the Project Ladybug fund at Memorial Sloan-Kettering. Along with a touching video of Julien himself, Jacqueline shared her story to help put a face on childhood cancer and those that it affects.  Of course thank you to all of our honored guests, who helped us to raise $50,000, which was presented to the hospital by myself and some of the girls. I was a very happy bug. 

Please visit here to see a video I made for you guys on this last episode. Click around and see what you missed, there's lots of juicy stuff in there. 

As for this season...I learned a lot. I may keep quiet but my eyes are wide open.

Namaste Bitches!