Cast Blog: #PUMPRULES

Kristen Spills on her Breakup with Tom

Ariana: Kristen is a Giant "Preying" Mantis

Katie: Stassi Overstepped Boundaries

Scheana: It's Sad How Few Friends Stassi Has

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Tom: Kristen Manipulates Things

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Scheana: I Don't Spread Rumors

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Kristen: Jax Is a Sociopath

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Jax: Katie and Tom Are in Two Different Places

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Stassi: I Don't Know What I Did to Scheana

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Tom: If Katie Cheated Drunk, I Could Deal

Scheana: Katie Didn't Cheat

Jax: Katie Came at Me

Lisa: Stassi's a Brat

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Kristen: How Awkward Was Stassi?

Ariana: I'm Sorry for How I Spoke to Tom

Scheana: Stassi's Not the Girl I Knew

Katie: Tom and I's Future Feels Far Away

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Kristen Spills on her Breakup with Tom

Kristen tells all about Tom's painful decision to walk away and her subsequent hookup with 21-year-old James.

This Reunion was like the end to an era for our group. One year ago, I never would have pictured my life the way that it is now.

In mid-November, Tom had gone out with friends one night and didn't come home. After waking up several times throughout the night/morning, he suddenly appeared in bed around 10 am. After finding a photo booth strip on our living room floor of he and Ariana, I went through his phone (not proud) and found all of the evidence that I needed to prove that he was at her house around 7 am. I asked him simply what he did the night before, why he didn't come home, and if he was with Ariana. As you can imagine, he lied. He claimed he did not see her and was at Scheana's all night. Why lie if there is nothing to lie about? My heart sunk. After a lot of tears and some arguing, he finally admitted the truth and that they had once again "kissed." Now that time has passed, the details of their affair aren't as important, but I know in my gut that it was more than a kiss.

Pathetically, I continued to convince myself that this was something we could work through when Tom put the final nail in the coffin and broke up with me. Over the course of the next few weeks, we were hot and cold. . .still living together and I was in complete denial about our breakup. He still needed to borrow my car, get rides to places and once in a while we would go out together with our friends. I convinced myself that if I gave him the space that he had asked for, he would eventually miss me and we would get back together.

As you can imagine, I was a wreck. I battled with knowing that this was probably for the best and convincing myself that he was the one for me. I want to take a second to thank Shay and especially Scheana for selflessly being the most amazing friends to me during this time. As hard as it was for Scheana to be in the middle man position, she didn't condone the cheating and was there for me at the drop of a hat. A few weeks after the break up, Tom packed a few bags and started staying with Scheana and Shay. I think this was partially to take his space away from me and also to reiterate that we were really over. As I said at the Reunion, the only thing I can thank Tom for is leaving. Out of sight, out of mind was really the only way that I would be able to start becoming independent and be strong enough to be without him.

Tom and I are both guilty of pointing fingers and playing the victim in our relationship. I can repeat ten times over that I don't condone my infidelity and that two wrongs don't make a right, ever. To set the record straight: I did have an emotional/sexual affair with someone years ago and I did sleep with Jax. Tom cheated with five girls in five and a half years.



In hindsight, it's obvious that Tom and I should have broken up a long time ago. We both had so much resentment; there really was no bouncing back. For so many years, I didn't feel like his girlfriend. I felt like his mom, his personal assistant, his maid. I focused more on his day-to-day then I did my own. He didn't have a car for a year at a time on two separate occasions, so it was my job to make sure he could get around, even if it meant sacrificing my own schedule. I would make sure he was up in the morning, on time for appointments. I would open his mail, pay the bills, clean the house and basically wipe his a--. I'm aware that these were choices that I made and I wasn't forced into them, but I cared about him so much that I was willing to sacrifice my happiness to make his life easier. The fun and the attraction dissipated over time and it felt like more of a business arrangement than a relationship.

Back to December. . .I want to be very clear that James was not "Tom's friend" who stole me away as a ploy for revenge. James was our friend and after our break-up, Tom stopped coming around. He fell off of the map and was only hanging out with Ariana, Scheana, and Shay. I didn't plan for James and I to start dating. He is an amazing friend to me and I truly thank him for giving me the tough love I needed after the break up. He put his foot down against my tears and told me to move on the way that Tom already had. He wasn't trying to woo me in to bed or screw Tom over -- it was a natural transition that neither of us expected or planned. He became one of my best friends and the chemistry was undeniable.

After Tom found out about James and I were seeing each other, he gave James an ultimatum that he could either be friends with Tom and stop speaking to me or vice versa. I was home for the holidays when James called me to say that the situation was too complicated and that he would have to stop talking to me in order to reconcile his friendship with Tom. A few days later when I got back to LA, James and I naturally fell back in to place and he made his decision. It is easy for Tom to play the victim in this situation -- that I "stole" his bandmate when the truth is, Tom was using James to produce his tracks. As Tom's ex-girlfriend, I owed him nothing. He had already moved on to a relationship with a girl he had cheated on me with. It was not my responsibility to deny my happiness out of sensitivity for him anymore.

The way that I felt at the Reunion is different than how I feel today. The wound of seeing Tom and Ariana together was still slightly fresh for me although I was beginning to accept it. I thought it was tasteless and tacky for them to throw it in my face the way that they did. I also think that Tom just wanted a reaction out of me so that he could reiterate how emotional I could be. Although I had begun seeing someone else, it was hard to see my ex-boyfriend of almost six years with someone else -- especially the one person I had been so insecure about for so many years. No s---, I was insecure. No s---, I was emotional.

It's laughable that they label me as "crazy" when every fear that I had regarding Tom and Ariana became true. I don't wish them unhappiness, but I don't wish them well. I try to let go of my anger because it isn't serving any purpose other than taking time away from my happiness and Tom doesn't deserve that satisfaction. At this point, I don't ever see Tom and me getting back together. As difficult as he is currently trying to make my life, I do care about his well-being and hopefully one day we can be friends.

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Producer Erin Foye discusses the new girl and what's happening with TomKat's relationship.

Tomkat is in code red mode! Will these crazy kids pull through? Fun story (that hopefully isn't a premonition) Schwartz invented a drink called "The Relationship Ender." Why would you make something like that and what goes in it? Let him explain.

 

 

Ladies and gentlemen meet the new SUR vixen Vail Bloom. Some things you don’t know about Vail: She can meditate anywhere, her trademark is the mole above her lip and she loves to take #selfies. Is she a good addition to the SUR family? Stay tuned to see.

Morning Malibu Paddle #hang10 #doit #caliliving #thegoodstuff

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HAPPY PRIDE!

 

 

West Hollywood is the scene and the center of Gay pride. Now Lisa has two restaurants smack dab in the middle of all the madness. You know what that means, party time! Lisa did not have a float in the parade this year so her restaurants had her full attention. All the SUR kids reported for duty! The new PUMP Lounge was the talk of the town. There was a line outside all day! Schwartz was in the middle of it. Lisa gave him a second chance at bartending. See Jax thoughts on Pride:

 

 

Just because PUMP had the action doesn't mean the cast wasn't having any fun down at SUR. SUR hired dancers that brought in a horse costume. All the staff thought it was the funniest thing, and posed with it for photos. See this and more behind-the scenes-attention here.

 

 

 

The girls baked Peter a birthday cake and the boys (plus Ariana) hit the go-cart racetrack. The gang really did have a blast go-carting. Not only was there go-cart racing but there were tons of video games. Sandoval during a filming break won his boo a prize. Check out this video and more behind the scenes action below. See who really won that race. And the winner is. . .Sandoval swore he won the race! Schwartz thinks not! Also, while they were there Tom won Ariana a prize. So romantic.

 

 

Stassi basically took control in making Peter's cake but hey, it looked good! Here is the final product. Sealed with a P for Peter. And of course it is gold because Stassi wanted Gold.

 

Had to put out my birthday cake #pumprules (FYI my birthday is June this is for the episode)

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Well guys I think I need a drink. . .Peter always makes the best drinks. 

 

And that's all folks! #foyecrew @efoye