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Am I the Rachel Zoe I Want to Be?

Rachel reflects on her career and how her life has changed over the last few years.

By Rachel Zoe

Reflecting over the last few years, it is hard to believe how much has happened in my career and life in what seems like the blink of an eye. It has been challenging every step of the way, but I wouldn't change a thing!

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Though I'm doing more now than ever before -- designing, styling, being a mom -- Skyler has given me a new balance and peace that makes it possible to juggle all of my hats. With that in mind, the thought of having a second child doesn't seem totally impossible!

Diane von Furstenberg once said to me, "I became the woman that I always wanted to be, just like you have." And I have never forgotten it. I think about her words often and find myself asking: Am I the woman that I want to be? The true answer is that I'm not sure! I want to keep stepping outside of my comfort zone and chasing after new aspirations every single day. I can only dream about what the future has in store.

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